[[||yUdaN seZuNI ikOu||]]

2010-10-16T07:32:00.000-07:00

he's really good looking! but... it's sad to know that we will never be able to be friends. hai...

didn't really had a good mood this whole day.maybe it's because of a bad dream? or because i'm way too tired. really tired. have been waking up early these few days and yet unable to get to sleep. dammit. i just can't can't can't can't perk up. school's starting. sad much.

what's friendship?

2010-10-03T11:32:00.001-07:00

woohoo!!~ i got back my results for this semester. though it may not be very good, but it's definitely a great improvement from my previous semester. i feel that this holiday is really very enriching for me. so many things happen, so many changes seen, so many feelings cleared. for the very first time in Sandra Lee Yuan Ting's life, she has decided to take the initiative to be sociable. no idea why I've made this choice, but i just really had a very strong feeling that i want to know this guy. it's not like i have a crush on him or what, just really feel that he might be a good friend to know. and thus, i started to talk to him for the very first time today. hope that i will have the courage to continue to chat with him!

Friendship. what's friendship to everyone? to me, friendship is a bond so strong that nothing can ever break them apart. be it betrayal, jealousy, hatred, none of these feelings can ever separate the bond between me and those i deem as my friends. somehow it really bugs me when i see people taking friendship for granted, especially those who always says "friends come and go". do you really think that friends come and go? those are not friends. those are acquaintance. seen two, no three friendship bond being destroyed. one by his own decision, another by his behaviour, and the third by misunderstanding. how can these things ever affect friendship? people may say that it's due to the reason that they care too much for each other, i beg to differ. i think that they DO NOT understand each other at all. friends who really understand each other rarely fights, because they can think from each other's point of view. i treat each and every one of my friend as precious gems. but if they were to one day cast me away, what more can i do? i just really wish for a place where people will give "friendship" the priority that it deserves.

2010-09-12T10:03:00.001-07:00

Goodluck for your attachment :D

2010-09-05T07:48:00.000-07:00

~~i wish i can move on from the two words that once meant so much to me~~

2010-08-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

friendship, is a bond that can be the strongest, yet the weakest at time. things that are done wrongly, friends will always forgive and forget. however, once you step over the limit, *poof* the bond is broken and the friendship will disappear. i hate this kind of thing. for me, friendship is a relationship that i hold most dearly to. all of the friends i had made in the past, present and future will always hold a important place in my heart. however, when people don't clear things up, misunderstanding will pile up and sometimes, the bond between these people may not be strong enough to hold on after all the weight on them. i've seen bonds broken. 绝交 are two words that will never be in my dictionary. this two weeks of loft, many things had happen. heard stuff here and there. to be frank, i'm disappointed at your action. i thought finally you will had try to gain back the trust of the XDs, but in fact, you just made it worse. thanks for letting me know that you are really giving up all of them up. hey you know that you started this whole thing. why are you giving it up when the others are all still so into it. did you just start this thing because you need temporary friends?

the past two weeks hadn't been a good week. especially on the last night of loft. things happen that could not be prevented. and soon, things may just go downhill from here.

2010-08-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

exams are seriously super near. all those who don't have exams ROAR!!!<---- this is for you!! i'm still stuck at 0 chapter for MI da bian. and i am really very in need of money. super in need of money. there's so many things i need and want. :( but my birthday ain't coming any time soon. no one can give me present :'(

the things that i need
1. A drumpad
2. A guitar
3. Money to repair my lappy cause i think the warranty finish riaoooo
4. Money to do braces (this is not confirm cox im still scared of the pain)
5. Money just to eat rah hor
6. contact lens :((
7. money to learn drum

i think now by far is all this. :(( and i have no muh-nehhh T.T

2010-08-18T01:46:00.000-07:00

Exams are around the corner! though i only have two papers, one of the paper really make my head big uhhhhh :( and i haven even start studying for that paper. shit i need to have more discipline in what i do. tsk. recently in loft has been learning guitar. i want to excel in music. even if i cant study what i want, i know that i still have a future in front of me. i love music, and i might be able to walk that path by hard work and God's blessing. i can do it! i know i can :)

and crap i just don't understand why am i so weak emotionally? i can be stronger, i know that. since that's what i've always done in secondary school. but why is it so damn hard this time? gosh i feel like my heart is being pulled here and there. freak. sandra lee you suck do you know that? unfortunately yes i do know that. but what to do? life goes on.

2010-08-09T20:53:00.001-07:00

woohoo! yesterday was singapore's 45th birthday. went on a date with nansheng muahahaha to marina barrage to see fireworks. met him at around 5.45 like that, then went to his grandma's house to pass something to his grandpa. lol funny thing was when i went in all of them was like super excited to see me or something like that. most probably they thought that i was nansheng's girlfriend LOL. then when his uncle came, my suspicion was confirm cause his grandma told his uncle "ah seng eh za bor peng you" LOL. but they're really nice people :)

went wheelock to eat at some posh japanese restaurant LOL. first time at wheelock, was quite !excited bout it, but everything is just so FREAKING expensive! oh ya we took cab to wheelock. actually we took cab everywhere yesterday XD. first fail of nansheng. he tried to open the cab door but it won't open. he was panicking and was like 'eh why like that?!' after that i found out that he didn't unlock the door. -.- like wth la! then when he got out of the cab he hit his head on the cab door. LOL. seriously damn fail.

ate at the posh jap restaurant. ate pork and chawanmushi. quite nice but damn ex. like seriously! then while we were eating we saw someone hehheh den immediately called jianbao LOL. but the uncanny thing was when we called him that time, he was just talking to daniel about this person as well. then he was like damn shock LOL. after we ate we went to lido i think to eat gelato. den cab down to marina barrage. however, here comes the third fail of nansheng. when we were hailing for cab, we were worried that we might miss the fireworks so nansheng called his dad to ask if the firework started.

phone conversation:
nansheng: hello pa ?
???: uh yes?
nansheng: LJ! DA CUO DIAN HUA LA *LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH*

it turn out that he called his friend leon instead of calling his father and his friend played along with him LOL. sibei fail la hor. cab down to marina barrage and on the way there the fireworks started. end up we watch the fireworks on the cab instead of at marina barrage. but we still went marina barrage la. he went there to slack while i went there to study for today's paper. :( shad rife. LOL took cab home with jb. jb had a rotten day while flagging for cab LOL. poor jb. and wth three taxi drivers dono where is marina barrage?! tsk

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEEE

2010-08-08T12:00:00.000-07:00

time check. it's 3am now. XD HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! ONE YEAR OLDER AND I WISH THAT U WILL PROSPER EVEN MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D.. just finish studying two chapters for my CMB and gonna continue the last two chapters later on when i wake up. actually coulda finish all today but was stung with the procrastination bug. oh well. that's my greatest weakness. slack here slack there when i can finish my studying. suddenly got the feel to play piano again, learning a new song call sundial dreams. think people shoulda heard it before? well i think it's damn nice and im determine to learn this whole freaking 6-page song! haha and after i learn this song im gonna challenge classical music. like those really classical ones that mozart, beethoven, bach, chopin compose. i wanna increase my knowledge of songs inside my brain. it's really quite boring to always get stuck with three songs that i know by heart. muahahahaha im gonna upgrade myself!! *beams*

seriously, one shouldn't sleep late at night. cause it's always at that period when feelings are filled to the brim and start flowing out. mostly are just sad feelings. when ur alone and there's no one for you to talk with, all the negative memories just come out. things that u wish u will forget or things that u wish u could get over will just crawl out and eat ur heart out. that feeling sucks, didn't know i will be feeling all this one day. HAHA random~

going watch fireworks with ah boi tomorrow. ^^ excited? maybe? HAHA

2010-08-07T08:57:00.000-07:00

now then i realise, maybe my first impression on you has been right all along. just cant believe that i was wrong about you. oh well, none of my business anyway.

woo! epic loft stay coming! cant wait for it haha! loft is indeed a place that have a lot of freaking xdjm memories. haha. time spent together like this is going to be even lesser. to be frank, i really don't wish for next year to come. when most of the year threes will graduate. no doubt i will help out at the graduation ceremony. and to think of it, i might even cry like a baby. i will for sure hug each and everyone of u. so tight that u might suffocate. just cant take the fact that u guys will be leaving school and i will be spending one school year without the laughter and the fun times of the xd. really glad that i met u guys. so now, let's just spend the rest of our time together in laughter ya? (L) u guys.

14th is coming. sucks. wish for that day when i won't be so focus on this two numbers. it has been one month. know u are doing fine, and glad that ur no longer drifting apart from them. :) going attachment soon uh? work hard, play hard, but take care of ur health. don't always sleep so late. not good for body. haha and though i know u don't really like to drink water, still have to say, drink more water uhh. :) guess im finally slowly accepting the fact. soon, soon. all the memories just pile up when i see u. it sorts of trying to stop me from looking at u as a friend. but yes, im slowly learning to do so, and actually was able to succeed a few times. :D Sand u can do it!

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!! TO FIND ARRON AND JIRO AND S.H.E AND GUI GUI :(

2010-08-05T11:21:00.000-07:00

these few days have been living life smiling :D and exams are coming :( my first exam, appg theory test 2 was today. i think i did quite badly but oh well, i'll still pass. XD this is what happen when u didn't spend the previous night studying but drawing. what was i drawing? HAHA FAHRENHEIT LOGO

without shading

with shading.

I THINK THE PICTURES DON'T DO JUSTICE TO MY MASTERPIECE! ROAR!! haha anyway i didn't trace this!! really is i draw one haha im the best at copying. should that be a good thing or a bad thing? =x well coming up tuesday there's another test. CELL MOLECULAR BIOLOGY. i better start studying. can't afford to do badly in this since i know is a module that i like XD. i want to go attachment!! so i cannot fail any module this sem. FAILING IS A BIG NONO hehheh (L). time check : 2.35am HAHA what's sandra doing being awake at such an 'early' timing? tsk. shall visit lalaland.!~

sometimes i wonder if u care.

2010-08-02T09:46:00.000-07:00

woots! im finally back from cathay after watching sorcerer's apprentice and eating astons with the XDs. haha and got to know some interesting things.. didn't know more than two person are reading my blog. if any of my post offended you im sorry *bows 90 degrees* i didn't mean to make you feel pissed off or what haha. and don't be afraid of me la T.T im really a veh nice (maybe not veh la but still nice =)) and friendly girl. hehheh just come and join us in our outing ya? know me more and u will know im really quite crazy actually. XD. today had a great day HAHA some funny parts during the movie:

*one particular scene when bathalzar [nicholas cage] die*
veronica: he's gone. he's completed his quest.
kah ho: got how many exp? [LOL MAPLE JOKE]

*after the movie*
kah ho: wa got lightning bolt sia! magic guard
daniel: got energy bolt also!
roderick: this show give alot of motivation to play maple sia!

these people uh... maple freaksssss LOL.. even during astons also talk about maple sia! kah ho got 65 kiosk scroll LOL. that's what i got throughout the whole meal in astons. cox im too busy tackling the super big fried chicken. OH NO MY FIGURE GOING TO CUI CUI CUI CUI CUI RIAOOOOOO. time check. it's 12.53 am naoooo and im still not sleeping. this whole week is gonna be my self-declared holidayyyyyyyyyyyy MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

if any guy actually sing this song to me and actually meant EVERY SINGLE WORD IN THIS SONG i confirm melt right in front of him and 以生相许 !!!! this song damn sweet la! lika serious.. HAHA but i don't think anyone in this whole world can actually mean every single word in this song.. HAHA.. off to my day dreams le worrrrr... :D:D

2010-07-31T11:25:00.000-07:00

crap. this is not good. not good at all. hai. been having dreams that i don't wish to have for the past few days. can't believe u can even haunt me in my dreams. i really wish to just get on with life and forget everything. well it was a short period. why can't i just be stronger and forget all of it? every single thing seems to remind me of you. my mind knows that i need to move on, yet a part of my heart is stopping me from doing so. it's giving me a hope that maybe, just maybe, you're not as bad as u seems now. maybe u have a reason to do all this. maybe u still love me and wants me back someday, when the reason u left me is solved. yet the other part of my heart tells me, give it up. he's no longer mine, but someone else's. whatever we have experience in the past, is now the sweet memories of another girl. freak this sucks so badly. how i wish i can have a wish right now. the wish u made to the shooting star, it came true. but for mine, it will never come true. never. i will be strong, for i know someone out there deserves me and i deserve him. this is a lesson to be learnt, and i learnt it through a damn hard way. OH and thanks for TRYING to help me in ps. XD appreciated :)

FOP was awesome! planetshakers worship experience was WOOHOOO!!!!~ gosh henry seely's voice is as great as ever. pastor daniel was on stage. LIKA COOOOOL!! really wish to go tanning this few days. i wanna have a nice tan that will make me look sporty though im not HAHA.. and i need new songs. NO KOREAN SONGS BTW HAHAHHAHA i want english songs, chinese song and maybe some jap songs. craving for kbox. who's up for it????? hmm YOG's break coming! and ur going attachment. jiayou! hopefully the loft is booked so that i can stay in school to study (L) HAHA. need to buck up on my MI and EM3A gosh gosh gosh gosh! im like randomly ranting on and on. k shall stop here. toodles~

don't do stupid things with her uhhhh better be safe than sorry :):)

2010-07-27T10:03:00.000-07:00

Woohoo!! Everyone! I passed my stupid freaking MI retest!! (L) muahahahaha I did my best, and I did it. I passed it. =) I did what you wanted me to. Was thinking if we were still together I could tell u and hear u praise me. I’ve always love it when u praise me. today hear the song love by cm blue. The lalalala part makes me think of u. whenever u sing this part u will act cute, and u did look cute. Do this to her I confirm u that she will fall even deeper in love with you. Heh heh. =) after knowing the results of my retest, it just reminds me of so many promises that we made together. Haha. Im going to do my best this sem. Not for you, but for myself. I hope u will work hard also. Though u told Eileen that you are not giving up XDs, what u told kah ho, I expect they are the truth instead of what you told Eileen. Please, don’t. the only thing you need to do to let the accept you again is just to apologise. do you know how much u have hurt and disappoint them? even though i need your apology the most, i really hope u will tell the XDs that ur sorry. thats the only way they will confirm accept you back in. u told kah ho that you got reason for breaking up with me but u cant say. can u just stop keeping things to yourself and face the truth?

I am so in love with PI LI MIT these few days. CRAP WHY DID I GET MYSELF HOOK ON DRAMA AT THIS POINT OF TIME WHEN MY EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER?! even as im typing this I AM WATCHING IT OMGOSHHHHH YAN YA LUN!!!! omgosh im like falling in love with so many guys this few days... and finally i found someone in school thats worthy enough to be my eye candy. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.. however, eye candy doesnt mean i like that person.. eye candy mainly just means eye candy. yan jing de tang guo.. HEHHEH. k i shall stop off to watch PI LI MIT!!

東城衛-在你離開那一天完整版MV

2010-07-26T21:10:00.000-07:00

heh these few days have been very addicted to this song from DONG CHENG WEI, which is a former group of Jiro Wang [it's named after his name wang dong cheng]. super nice la sia!!! people better listen!! and the vid's a bit soft please turn ur volume up UP UP!! :D

冷清的房间一个人翻着相片
片段的画面停格在你的笑面
寂寞在盘旋发现你离我好远
呼唤着你的想念没有你不会听见

句点我们的分割线
边缘我已无路可退
爱我撑不住那时间来不及挽回

在你离开那一天雨和我的泪纷飞
在你离开的瞬间怎么撑住没你的世界
我还不能放弃这相爱的错觉
在你离开那一天断了我们之间

思念在无声堆叠我无法向前
记忆里两人世界只剩我一个人跌

句点我们的分割线
边缘我已无路可退
爱我撑不住那时间来不及挽回

在你离开那一天雨和我的泪纷飞
在你离开的瞬间怎么撑住没你的世界
我还不能放弃这相爱的昨天
在你离开那一天

在你离开那一天雨和我的泪纷飞
在你离开的瞬间怎么撑住没你的世界
我还不能放弃这相爱的错觉
在你离开那一天断了我们之间

2010-07-25T23:28:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HUMAN FACTOR ASSIGNMENT 20% I JUST STARTED DOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHALL ROT IN ATTIC TODAY FOR DONO HOW LONG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U DO THINGS LAST MINUTE *SHAKES HEAD* :(

2010-07-24T17:58:00.000-07:00

i don't know what the hell's wrong with me. i hate the feeling of waking up in the morning and have a depressed feel in my heart. i hate the feeling of waking up in the morning and first thing i think of is you. i hate the feeling of waking up in the morning and remembering the reason why i felt like that. i hate the feeling of waking up in the morning and knowing that you're no longer anywhere near my life. i wished i could help u and stay with u. crap. im still so bothered by what kh told me. thanks for reading my blog. (L) thanks for still bothering to know how am i going through life. (L) i wish i could get information about u all the time but it's so hard. i wish i could start sms-ing u once again, talk to u in msn once again, talking on phone once again, but this time round, i will be the third person in between. and i know you don't really wanna talk to me right? so i will be waiting. waiting for the day when u are finally comfortable around me again and start talking to me. please tell me when u changed your phone number or something like that. please please please don't ever stop bothering about me. :( shit i feel like a person with multiple personalities.
i miss you.

2010-07-24T10:51:00.000-07:00

i figure out this is the only way i can communicate with you. i heard a lot from kah ho. even though i know you want me to move on, give up on u, do u know it's damn hard? at first i thought that once i see how u act around wt will just make me give up immediately, i realise that im wrong. it just makes me know how much i love you. i know my post has made u feel even more bad, but lol i don't remember deleting any post. XD. somehow some part of me still want to hold on to the hope that u still love me and still wants me back someday in the future. guess it won't happen uh. somehow i feel that it's my fault that ur r/s with the XDs are ruined. i'm really sorry. i know how much they meant to u. but now i know, they're XDs that cant accept someone's mistake. u will find even better friends out there. be careful during your attachment. somehow i got mixed feelings about u not going india. XD oh well. to say the truth, even though i seem fine about not being friends with u, i seriously still want to be. i really want to be someone who can be there when u need someone to talk to, to hang out. of course ur girlfriend will take priority but i still wanna be friends with u. this result is partly the reason why i rejected u so much in the past. haha. i really miss talking to u. i hate the awkward feeling when im around you. and i guess im born a stalker. even if it meant hurting myself. being friends, i can still hear u call me silly girl. heh. thats quite tempting XD. thanks for loving me so much in the past, and liking me even a bit now. :D

ps. please update ur blog :( will be keeping my eye out for it HEH

2010-07-16T21:13:00.001-07:00

:( it's quite boring to always post about sad stuff uh. XD hi huiyun!! thankiesszxxzxz for always reading my blog! ur my (L) HAHAHAHAHA hai i think i really need to fast forward time. it sucks to know that he has already moved on but u are still at the same spot struggling to get out. the things that he gave u jus reminds u of him. u wants to throw it away but at the same time u cant bear to cox it proves that he actually love you before. only that now, he has moved on and another person has replace ur place of the one he love. it sucks. but what can i do? life goes on.

these few days have been tough on me. no idea why my mensus haven been coming. am i pregnant? HAHAHAHAHA while my mensus is taking their time to come out, my mood swing is using all of their strength to make me acknowledge their presence. how sucky is this. exams coming, been ponning classes alot last week. loft stay coming (L).. loft is a nice place with a lot of memories. memories that cannot be replace. since amazing race, im fortunate to know these ece peeps. they always make me smile through their random rantings. haha. its a good thing i didnt choose to change my course. been updating my blog for i dono what reason. guess when someone's in the emo period they just think about blogging uh? :)

ur blog, the few entries that were about me, just proves that u really love me in the past. but now, so many lies have been uncovered, it just makes me doubt if u really did love me. it makes me rethink if things that i thought were the truth, were they lies as well? i love you, but you have moved on and love someone else. maybe it's true. we were never meant to be together or be friends as well. i will be ur stranger. till we're both ready to face each other once again. somehow i got the feeling, it's gonna be years.

2010-07-15T19:19:00.000-07:00

i've known so many lies that u gave me on the very last few days with me and even during that time when we're drunk. u went to the cinema with her on saturday after AGM right? u did things with her that what me and u would have done. u told me u didnt kiss her. i guess that's a lie as well right. so indirectly i had kissed her. gosh u made me feel so freaking dirty. im like just a pawn for you to use when no one likes u. and as soon someone else likes u i can just be thrown aside. fuck. and u really did quite alot of things for her that u will never do for me right? it shows that u really love her so much more than u love me. and whats with the distancing yourself from XDs? i cant believe u actually gave up friendship for relationship. spending time everyday with her is now so much more important than the XDs. no wonder u could afford doing this to me. if the reason of u distancing yourself from the XDs is because of me, tell me. if u dont wanna talk to me, tell me in some other way. i will distance myself from the XDs. im so fucking disappointed yet i cant do anything about it.

2010-07-15T09:33:00.000-07:00

Attic is like my second home in NGEE ANN now.. LOL in the past was library. but oh well too many memories. was supposed to have a photobooth session with shalini and sumin today but haha when they came we were playing 21 guns. it's actually a game when u get bombarded with 21 questions by others and u HAVE to say the truth. it's quite of a integrity game. were really enjoying it and got to know some interesting facts. XD after that went for drum lesson. gonna be the second last class. need to replan my time-table. after that met jianbao and nansheng and we went jp to eat LJS (L). talk under my house until 11.45++ haha has been like this for the past 2-3 days. XD

hmmm. i actually i had alot to say this afternoon during my emo period. but oh well it's gone. and i hope this phase will faster zhao as soon as my mensus come LOL. guess u don't want me to be your friend anymore uh? u can't face me. well that's quite expected. just didn't know you lied to me once again when u said we could be friends. all the reasons that i rejected u are all coming true now. i don't think they will even come true if u didn't do all this shit. today got to know what u did with her on the very first date with her on that saturday after AGM. u lied about what u did with her, once again. guess it's never really enough that u have me to love you uh. u just jump straight into it when another girl likes you. seriously speaking, i'm like hell disappointed. i thought, or always thought i meant more to you that this. guess i over-estimated my worth way too much uh. please don't hurt her. serious i will rather she hurt u, cox u deserve it more than she deserve to be. but after everything, i still wanna say, i blamED you. but it's over. no more chances to give u. keep thinking that maybe somethings u said were actually seriously true, without a bit of lie. but all in all, i forgive you, and still want u as a friend. it's just up to you whether you want to forgive yourself and make the effort to face me once again. once again, it's your choice.

2010-07-14T10:53:00.000-07:00

alex. whats going on with your life. are u happy? whats with ur status. theres so much things i want to talk to u about. do u still want me as a friend? why are u getting so pissed off about? please be ok. im worried. :(

2010-07-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

thanks for reading my blog. lol. hmm i think today will be the last day i cry for u. u seriously hurt me damn bad. and i just wish that wan teng wouldn't hurt u like how u hurt me. i may seem mean, but i feel that if she can so easily confess to a guy she just started to get close to and who by the way is also attached, i don't see why she cant do that to u after both of u get together. just be careful k. it may seem that im bias but i feel very very bad vibes coming from her. and u, if she's not the person i think of her to be, make sure u be a damn good boyfriend to her. don't ever be close to another girl ever again. when girls feel something wrong between their bf and another girl, it's always quite true. thanks for always giving in to me. hope she's not that difficult a girlfriend like how i am. don't ever hurt another person just like how u hurt xing xia and me. actually one is already enough, two is too much already, so please just stop ok. if u don't think that u can be with her for a long period of time please don't get into a r/s and harm her as well as urself. thanks again for being the bad person. i will still want to be ur friend ok, though i said all that. just give me time heh. u can always choose to come to me when u have problems. i definitely will be here. that of course, is your choice. :) Good-Bye Alex.

2010-07-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

i don't truly think this way. but thats what u are giving me. whenever i see u i just thought of her. ur whole body just reminds me of her. im sorry if u dont think this way but. i just don know.

2010-07-08T20:15:00.000-07:00

shit. i still freaking miss you so much. while u are happily with her, forgetting every bit of me and pushing all those memories we had at the basement of your brain, my brain is pulling every bit of it right up to the front part of my brain. i miss you, but u? forgotten about me. whenever i see you i feel like hugging you, talk to u like we were still together. but ur heart already belongs to someone else. that sucks. same period of time in continuously two years, the same thing happen. screw it all. i had enough.

2010-07-07T19:22:00.000-07:00

haha what can i say. expected it. but the thing that hurt me most is ur cold replies towards most of my questions. is it so difficult to admit that u like her. rather than saying that i already know those answers so why ask. hurts damn lot when i actually thought all of it was fake and u have to crash it all and say u didnt say that u didnt say it wasnt the truth. thats the same as admitting that u like her in an indirect way uh. well she IS prettier and cuter than me. wish u good luck with her. though u say u wouldnt want to be with her now, u and i both know that's not entirely the truth. when u whisper to me the last time 'i love you silly girl' u have no idea how happy i am. thanks i needed that. though i know i will regret this decision in the future, this is the best for both of us uh? thanks for being the bad person for me, and giving in to me even to the very last minute. please don't ever be awkward around me, cause i know i won't :) i love you

from your used-to-be penguin and silly girl.

2010-07-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

and u didnt come. that feeling sucks.

2010-07-05T23:23:00.000-07:00

today is a very sian day. HAHA maybe cause i woke up late and refuse to continue sleeping and pon the first lesson in the fear of getting debarred. XD the whole morning was slacking, using computer and playing maple. people tend to be tired when they are bored and thus, like all other people i fell asleep. hehheh.went and meet xdjm for lunch eat eat eat den now pon lesson again. have to stop doing it. and seriously serious. can my stupid appetite just come back? i'm missing all the delicacy greatly okkkkkk.

i always wonder if u will ever stalk me like i do to u. guess it has already been a habit, that whenever i'm feeling down, be it due to u or not, i would look at ur profile, ur photos, videos, messages, msn conver and occasionally try my luck to see if u will update ur blog. after doing all these, i would cheer up for at least awhile. i guess i should stop doing all these uh in case of one day u found out about it and got freaked out by me. these few days have been thinking. i really don wanna give up jus like that. i have so many things i wanna do with u. the promise i made to u that i will wait for u until after NS. the promise that we will go zoo together someday as well as universal studio. ur mother giving me permission to go ur house after u graduate. so many things that i wanna do. please just give me that one more chance and i promise i will change the way i do things. and this time, i will mean it. last thing to say before going off, i miss u.

2010-07-04T17:03:00.000-07:00

think im back to blogging once more with the inspiration of one friend-a pretty lame friend. these few months that i have not been updating should be enough to scare away all my potential reader which means that this blog will be so much more private now. studies, failed some module. hafta do better if i want to pull my GPA up up up. r/s stuff.. i suck at it.. i cant do all those stuffs that did in the past with him. everything he say or do just affects me so damn much. that tingling feeling around my chest just suck la hor. but just screw it. one month. it's just like that time counting down to the fourteenth. somehow i got that feeling it wouldn't work out after all. i think it's all because of me uh. i didn't care more to ur feelings. u have been doing so many things for me yet i just didn't realise them. well i have to admit i get jealous pretty often. but these few incidents, i just cannot take it in. oh well, wish us both the best of luck uh.

not much of an appetite these days. my stomach knows im hungry but my brain says nah im not. not long later, my stomach will start to hurt and contract and shout I WANNA EAT but my brain continues on and say screw it. im killing myself soon with these divided rule in my body LOL. this half sem i got quite ok results. failed MI and pass all with 70+ marks. not bad. keep it up!

off to class now. toodles~

my Father the Lord my God is the best!

2010-01-30T08:50:00.000-08:00

Lord i am so fortunate. i thank You for bringing all these friends into my life. i thank You for asking them to turn back so that i can speak what has been on my mind for so long. i thank You for them not denying me and instead encourage me greatly. that is exactly what i needed to continue to move on. that is the thing that i lack the most now. i thank You for always blessing me even though i have done things that brings sadness to You. i love You Lord. forever and ever. for You are always there. im young and i do not know alot of things. God i just pray that You will guide me in this walk and in this race for You. thanks once again for Your grace and mercy. (L)

2009-11-23T16:58:00.000-08:00

amazing race has come to an end. all the fun, stress, quarelling, the after-school-meeting-till-late-night, the recce around singapore has also come to an end. it's a wonder how things will change in just 3 months. from the first meeting at block 5 level 2 when yonghua introduce himself for the very first time as our project head, to now where i can always hit his cap and he can always bully me, as well as alex telling us that the guy that look so alike in him in the teenage magazine is his real brother in the first meeting, to now chatting with him in msn, going out with him and peeps, as well as not even noticing chunyang for dono how long, until now he ALWAYS hit me LOL.. and jiamin, her smiley face, forever smiling one and jenny, the forever hard-working one, the one that always help me when i need help, thanks for all of you. the few weeks meeting after school, i have enjoyed every single one of them because of you guys. thanks loads ya! nice work the whole amazing race commitee!!!

tho now i have alot more free time to study, which i am very relieved about, but still need to adapt to not meeting up after school, no more booths, no more tonning, no more recce.. IT HAS BEEN FUN! meet up often even after everything uh!!! :D

signing off~
sandra lye XD

2009-11-17T21:25:00.000-08:00

so much things have changed in just a few months. how did it happen i have no idea. now it's time to face reality, stop looking back and walk forward. things that has been changed cannot be changed back, but there is always the chance of moving back in by adapting to the change. people, objects, environment.. those that are so dear to me.. i'm learning to accept the change as fast as i can. feeling sucks. what can i do?

been so caught up with ECE amazing race stuff recently.. benjamin car and joy finished their o's. ben got a job as a karunguni. (?) LOL.. NRA.. been missing a lot of class lately. feeling guilty.. feeling sad.. I WANNA GO NRA!!! but if i can't get my studies back on track, it's time to punish myself.. study..stuDY..stUDY..sTUDY..STUDY!!!!!!!

AEL AEL AEL AEL
DEL DEL DEL DEL
BIOPHY BIOPHY BIOPHY BIOPHY
COMPRO COMPRO COMPRO COMPRO
EG2 EG2 EG2 EG2
COMT COMT COMT COMT

WORK HARD!!!!

"it's no point sitting in kushinbo, eating buffet doing your daily devotion and praying God please help me lose weight. or sitting in macdonalds, meeting your friends and then praying God i wish i lose weight. stop praying this kind of prayer if you are going to sit there eating macdonalds, one big mac two apple pies and one big gulp you stolen in from 7/11."

quote from Pastor Daniel in sermon - the day the sun stood still

God will do the super but we must do the natural.

sandra lee!! i must do the natural and God will do the super! i must try my best before God can do the rest!!!

how Great is MY GOD!!!!

2009-10-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

how can You still trust in me 100% even when i doubted you? how can You love me and have faith in me even when i betray you trust time and again? how can You just organise my life back whenever i mess it up? cox You are MY WONDERFUL GOD! THE GOD OF ETERNAL LIFE AND THE GOD WHO LOVES ME NO MATTER WHAT! and know what? i thank you for having faith in me always and always and always and i LOVE YOU!!!!!

i'm utterly disappointed

2009-10-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

i don't have alot of things to say but i jus wanna make this point clear.

HONOUR THE SABBATH DAY AND KEEP IT HOLY

i don't think this is unfamiliar to you. well you should have known it since the day you know you are a christian.

i need you Lord, more than before.

2009-09-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

yes Lord, you hold me now. Lord i need you so much more than before. I'm eager to use my spiritual gifts to do your will. i know that you will always be there to hold me but i just cant seem to get over the discouragement i have received throughout that period. thats the first time i feel so helpless when spreading the good news of Your name, and it's the only time that i am hit back so hard. i need your help to stand back up. i need you to pull me up once more. i need you more and more. i don't want to be just all-talk-no-action. i pray that you will help me grow even stronger in you. i don't want to stop having the feeling of desiring for you, desiring for your touch. the feeling when you touch me is something that i want to have for eternity. even though most of my friends do not understand me, Lord i know you understand me the most. i know that you know which part of me is the most vulnerable, and i just pray that you will strengthen that part of me. let me stand up right to save the lost sheeps all around MY world, for i know that when one soul is save, the whole heaven rejoice. i also pray Lord, that you will speak through me to all of my friends who are once in the safety zone but now had ran off, Lord i just pray that you will bring them back once more. bring them back to you, that i may see them in heaven as we live our lives at your side together. i pray for all the lost souls in the world, that you will place someone beside them to let them know who You are, let them know there is a God that loves them more than anyone else. stay with me, let me know your presence Lord. You love me even before i know you, and i want to love you back Father. my dearest and most wonderful/amazing/awesome/righteous/merciful heavenly father, i love you.

God's love letter

2009-09-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

seems like blogger got problem again.. so im unable to make my fonts larger..

in the past i wrote a love letter to God. now im writing God's love letter back to me, as well as to all of u out there. :D

My child,

You may not know me, but i know everything about you.[psalm 139:1] I know when you sit down and when you rise up.[psalm 139:2] I am familiar with all your ways.[psalm 139:3] Even the hair on your head are numbered.[Matthew 10:29-31] For you were made in my image.[Genesis1:27] In me you live and move and have your being.[acts 17:28]For you are my offspring.[acts 17:28] I knew you even before you were conceived.[jeremiah 1:4-5] I chose you when i planned creation.[ephesians 1:11-12] You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.[psalms 139:15-16] I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.[acts 17:26] You are fearfully and wonderfully made.[psalm 139:14] I knit you together in your mother's womb.[psalm 139:13] And brought you forth on the day you were born.[psalm 71:6] I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.[john 8:41-44] I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.[1 john 4:16] And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.[1 john 3:1] Simply because you are my child and i am your father.[1 john 3:1] I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.[matthew 7:11] For i am the perfect father.[matthew 5:48] Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.[james 1:17] For i am your provider and i meet all your needs.[matthew 6:31-33] My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.[jeremiah 29:11] Because i love you with an everlasting love.[jeremiah 31:3] My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.[psalm 139:17-18] And i rejoice over you with singing.[zephaniah 3:17] I will never stop doing good to you.[jeremiah 32:40] For you are my treasured possession.[exodus 19:5] I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.[jeremiah 32:41] And i want to show you great and marvelous things.[jeremiah 33:3] If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.[deuteronomy 4:29] Delight in me and i will give you the desires of your heart.[pslam 37:4] For it is i who gave you those desires.[phillipians 2:13] I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.[ephesians 3:20] For i am your greatest encourager.[2 thessalonians 2:16-17] I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.[2 corinthians 1:3-4] When you are brokenhearted, i am close to you.[psalm 34:18] As a shepherd carries a lamb,I have carried you close to my heart.[isaiah 40:11] One day iw ill wipe away every tear from your eyes.[revelation 21:3-4] And i'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.[revelation 21:3-4] I am your Father, and i love you even as i love my son, Jesus.[john 17:23] For in Jesus, my love is revealed.[john 17:26] He is exact representation of my being.[hebrews 1:3] He came to demonstrate that i am for you, not against you.[romans 8:31] And to tell you that i am not counting your sins.[2 corinthians 5:18-19] Jesus died so that you and i could be reconciled.[2 corinthians 5:18-19] His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.[1 john 4:10] I gave up everything i loved that i might gain your love.[romans 8:31-32] If you receive the figt of my son Hesus, you receive me.[1 john 2:23] And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.[romans 8:38-39] Come home and i'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.[luke 15:7] I have always been Father, and will always be Father.[ephesians 3:14-15] My question is... will you be my child?[john 1:12-13] I am waiting for you.[Luke 15:11-32].

Love, your dad
ALMIGHTY GOD

YES I WILL AND I ALWAYS WILL BE!

2009-09-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

gosh blogger's template going haywire once again.. lol.. anyway.. recently i have been watching this show by takuya kimura [木村拓哉] call mr.brain.. IT'S A FREAKING NICE SHOW!!!!! seriously manxxx WAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA.. it's about an organization call IPS [institute of police science] working and researching to aid in cracking the cases that police are unable to crack by using their scientific knowledge and technology. takuya is acting as tsukumo ryusuke who was once a pimp but become a genius after being in an accident that injured his brain and his right brain machiam wan to compensate become exceedingly developed. but one thing is he is quite eccentric and stuff like that and he is insensitive to people around him. thus he always makes matter worse.. IT'S A FREAKIN AWESOME SHOW!!! make me burn with passion to study bio once again.. [not that i don have the passion to study before but this show makes the fire burn even more!] 5 THUMBS UP!

2009-08-30T23:22:00.000-07:00

today went back huayi for teacher's day celebration.. woke up early to buy flowers.. haha.. bought flowers for all the teachers we like.. XD.. MISS LEYANA!!! gosh! i missed her so much lar! missed missed missed.. she super cute and funny man.. wad "my little birdies fly fly away!!~".. super cute lar!! (L) her loads loads.. heh heh.. met with melvin wil pauline and alot i lazy to write out.. but have to go off early.. T.T... cox got ECE society planning retreat.. SAD LAR!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAA... but nvm those friends that i wan to see again get ready! i will ask u all out again.. HEH HEH.. :)

2009-08-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

LOL.. i can't believe i'm so bored that i keep updating my blog... lol.. great! blogger's format came back.. hehheh.. made me ALMOST change to livejournal.. time to change a new blogskin manxxx... watching KNOWING now... sucks man.. singapore cut alot of scenes... those scenes that i saw on internet was cutted away in the dvd.. yea everyone i won be in singapore on 2,3,4 september!!! im going TIOMAN!!! WOOTS~ im soo freakin excited manxzzxzxx.. LOL.. k random post.. oh ya. im addicted to LEFT4DEAD HEHEH.. WHO WANTS TO JIO ME GO PLAY TOGETHER? HEHHEH..

2009-08-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

Gosh blogger's format got problem.. who can help me with that uh? zzzz.. FINALLY IM HAVING HOLIDAYS.. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA..
yesterday went out with iris ziya lucas saran and two guys which i forgot their names (sorry >.<).. went and watch movie... orphan and the last house on the left.. I GOT INTO A M18 SHOW !! WOW!! not that we delibretely bought the ticket. we didn't know it was M18.. and the person selling us the ticket didn't bother to tell us either.. so we bought it.. XD.. watch two thrillers in a row yesterday... went home.. super lucky.. reach the bus-stop, have to wait HALF AN HOUR for my bus.. half an hour only mah nvm.. I MISSED THE ONE THAT I WAS WAITING FOR... GOSH.. then thankfully the next bus is jus 5 minutes later.. since im afraid that i will miss again i become super vigilant.. lol.. i board the next one and sat down and visit lalaland until...........................................

the air suddenly become very warm.. i woke up realising that we had stop. and i look outside and guess what? WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF PIE.. THE STUPID BUS BROKE DOWN AND THE AIR CON STOP FUNCTIONING AS WELL.. LOL!!.. so we sat there while the bus driver was trying his very best to start the bus again.. but in the end he gave up as well and called the headquarter of SBS or whatever.. two replacement bus came.. i was supposed to reach home at 10 but in the end? I REACH HOME AT 11.30 cool right! lol..

2009-08-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH i shall post a very true and short entry.

SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found..
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind..
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.

SO TRUE SO TRUE.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-08-16T09:50:00.000-07:00

today had a long-awaited outing with JSJS.. wa dono how long was the last time we went out together.. i've seen jolene and stacey like almost everyday lar.. but jiayi.. HAHA.. can't even remember when was the last time i saw her.. anyway.. we went jp and was supposed to have dinner but seems like none of us were hungry so went and watch the hungover [or hangover? can't remember XD] .. THE MOVIE WAS SOO SUPER WORTH IT.. totally funny manzxxzxzx.. HAHA.. my first NC16 movie after i had turn 16 XD had a great catch-up session with jiayi.. SHOULD MEET UP MORE OFTEN DURING HOLS OK??!!!!!!

anyway i really thank God for all of u.. even tho we are soooooo different in the things we do as well as the things we like and out personalities, we still can get along well.. i feel that this is really a great blessing from God.. all of u are my treasure that i will never misplace! XD みんなは私の一番大切な友達よ minna watashi no ichiban taisetsuna tomodachi yo!

2009-08-09T22:40:00.000-07:00

" i was with wilson and gang at beauty world shopping. i remembered that it was a saturday but i dint go church. so in a small attempt to get my friends to church, i ask them to eat with my cell group friends at auntie jas. so we went to the rooftop and eat. we were settling down and i went to the toilet. at the toilet i remembered there was two guys there and they were talking about something which i have no idea is what but their presence sort of freaked me out. i went back to the cell grp there and chat a little while with carlisle and the scene changed.

i was walking along the road back to my old house at boon lay. at the road, i met my two pri sch friends and they said something to me that made me walk towards my old house. at that point of time, my sister wasnt with me. so i went back and i reached the letterbox that place. it look as eerie as ever.. >.<.. then i walk out of the block and my sister is with me now. the sky started changing colour. from a cheerful colour to a dull and scary colour. i was holding my younger sister's hand and running towards the carpark. as we nearly reached the border between my house pavement and the carpark, i realised that my sister was holding some sort of toy in her hand. dono why i just know that it is something from my old house there so i scream at her to shout sorry towards the house and throw the toy back towards the house. she did what i said and we ran away from there. but as i turn back, three guys were chasing us already. everyone that were there were running in every direction but they only chased us. i felt terrified and i know that if they catch us nothing good is gonna happen to us. i just know that they are not human [meaning they are ghost. at least thats what i think inside the dream], so i carry my younger sister and i ran. then the scene changed.

i was still carrying my sister and running. the sky had turned dark, something like night time 10pm or later. we were at a sort-of-funfair or pasar malam. yan jie jie was selling clothes at the entrance. i felt relieved as i saw her and i pass my younger sister to her silently, not wanting the three guys to know that my sister is with yan jie jie already. then i decided to become a decoy and carried some clothes and pretend that it was my sister and i ran away. but the three guys were not dumb. they know that my sister wasnt with me. at that time i finally realised that my sister was the one they want and not me. i ran back to my sister and carried her and ran again. the three guys were at our heels. i screamed back and ask them why are they after my sister and they said she took something from the old house there. i said that she had returned them so what more do they want. they ignored what i replied. i really got scared at this moment of time. i started singing worship song out loud. but i was tired and stop after awhile. at the point where i stop, the three guys screamed at me. i was terrified and i broke down. i scolded myself for not trusting in God at that point of time so i started shouting prayers and chasing them away [like those sort of 'IN JESUS NAME U SHALL LEAVE FOR U HAVE NO BUSINESS HERE. I COMMAND YOU TO LEAVE US AND GO BACK TO WHERE U ARE!!!] But it wasnt working. i questioned God and my faith waver for that one second. i perk up my courage once again and start to scream prayers and chasing them away. the scene changed.

i was at COSBT second floor but it look different. it look very white and huge. someone was on stage preaching i think. two of the three guys that were chasing me was seated to my left and right. this time they were like normal humans, sitting there listening calmly to what that guy on stage was speaking. my younger sister was sitting on my leg. i think it was altar call at that point of time. i cried and cried loudly and i repented i think. i was praying at the same time i was still scared of the two guys sitting beside me. i cried with my mei in my arms and pray and pray loudly. then i think it ended and we left that place. when i walk through the door, wilson and jolene was behind me. i ask jolene how did i do and she said that i was fantastic! it was like im the pastor or what but i don get it. it's like im the one doing the speaking and the altar call but what i remembered was i was jus sitting there and repenting and praying and being scared."

this is the first nightmare that i had.

"i was at a rooftop kind of place and i think i was sending my two friend home and need to climb over the roof or something like that. i brought along my mei and i let her climb through first. i ask her to stop there and wait for me but she didnt. instead she jus continue to walk and walk and walk until a part where there is no protection at her right side and she just fell down! it was like quite high. i was taken aback and i was sooo freakin scared. i jumped down from the where i was to the place where she landed. i ran over and look at her. she wasnt dead she was crying a little. she had a bruise on her forehead. i started scolding her while crying. i started scolding her of not listening to what i said. i scold and scold and she started crying louder. then my mother came and said it's not mei's fault. the scene changed.

i was back at my old house. at the letterbox there. i think im with my sister again. but this time no other weird people was with me. i tried to open the letterbox using styrofoam. it felt so right to use it to open. then a woman walk out of the lift and walk to the letterbox beside me. she used the same method as i did to open the letterbox. at that time i realised that that way to open the letterbox is wrong and i realised that she is a ghost as well. den i silently walk out towards the carpark where there's a car there waiting for me. i climb into the car and told them to drive off and said there are ghosts. they ask me how did i know that the woman is a ghost and i replied saying the lift has broken down, and she walk out of the lift! then they say den? i said SHE'S USING THE STYROFOAM TO OPEN THE LETTERBOX! then they realised that she is indeed a ghost and we drove off[dono how they realised it as well] as we drove off, i turn back and saw that there was a long queue of 'ghost' trying to open the letterbox using styrofoam."

that's my second nightmare. for two consecutive nights i have been having nightmares of my old house. not only me my older sister jus told me she dreamt of nightmare at the old house as well. what is happening? i got a feeling that God is trying to tell me something but i just don get it. this chain of nightmares not only happened once. i remembered last year i had nightmares consecutively for one whole week as well. only that that time it wasnt linked at all. gosh im scaring myself.

2009-07-27T09:20:00.000-07:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..... i suddenly feel very nostalgic these few days.. i started to think back to those times during secondary school.. the fun, sadness, anger.. mixed feelings but when everything are added together, its unforgettable fun!.. there may be some bad times and all.. but i really miss those that im close with.. after a few months in poly, the friends i met are GREAT but i still miss those times i had in secondary school.. WHO'S FEELING NOSTALGIC AS WELL??!?!?! i think it's soon that E6 should have an outing.. XD.. i won organise cox i hate organising and i suck in it as well [oops im selfish =x]..

still got alot of other photos... i will update them next time.. HAHA..

labels: miss secondary school life LOADS..

2009-07-20T08:14:00.001-07:00

im sick and tired of being emo these few days.. but i cant help it.. zzzz

2009-07-10T00:50:00.000-07:00

since im bored in sch and my hand is almost freezing so i shall come and blog.. before i start i jus wanna say I TOTALLY WELCOME NOTES WOR!! haha! suddenly got a sudden addiction to notes.. those who always get tag by me sad lor cox i stick to the same people that i tag liaox.. XD

anyway these few days keep sticking with stace lol! i just dig out the man side of me as i walk her home at night den cycle back home.. SANDRA IS SO MAN RIGHT?! i know heh heh.. went and ate pepperlunch with her wednesday i think lol haha.. suddenly got a craving for it XD.. den went her house and cycled back.. lol.. watch haunting in connecticut with stace and yuhong at vivo.. reminded me about the time i went there to watch movie for the first time.. the show was nice!!! i totally reccommand it! its nice!!! and its not very scary but i got shocked by stace a few times.. overall will give it a rating of 4.5/5 ^^ thats how nice it is! my opinion only tho XD

im bored.............................................. im boredd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some random photos..

tata~

2009-07-06T09:35:00.000-07:00

first of all, to revive this dead blog of mine, i decided to start from the newest stuff... I DYED MY HAIR AND BOUGHT A NEW WATCH WOOHOO!!!!! after many people persuasion, i decided to dye my hair.. but the colour was not the right one because my hair is too black.. zzzz... so in the end i look like some chao ah lian... HAHA.. but suan le as long as my heart is not one who cares about what other people say! [actually i do XD] anywayssss pictures below!

since my hair look nice from the back in this pic, i decided to post it up oso XD

next, to introduce my NEW GREEN WATCH!!!!

GORGEOUS RIGHT!!! I KNOW!! XD HAHAHAHAHA
for those who say its not nice thats cause u cant see it properly XD [im living in self-denial XD]

k after introducing the two new stuffs, time to get serious.. the results for my first common test in poly in a course which im totally new to, the results are....... :

ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 1 : 67 [C]
ELTECH: 65 [C]
INTRODUCTION TO BIOMEDICAL ENGINEERING: 80 [A]
ENGINEERING MECHANICS: 92 [A]
ENPS PRACTICAL : 89 [A]

overall was quite satisfied with my results.. but was super disappointed at my IBME.. was too complacent and din really study for it..T.T thus the results not up to what i expected.. gosh!! but nvm this is the first common test! still got end of year one! GANBATTE SANDRA LEE YUAN TING!!!!! CHIONG UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-07T22:05:00.000-07:00

wa a period of time didn't blog and suddenly my tagboard got two blogshops advertisment.. lol.. hmm.. just attended RADICAL CONFERENCE 2009 and there is only one word to decribe it. AWESOME.. the conference was really enlightening.. and one of the testimony is SO SUPER AWESOME THAT I JUST HAVE TO SAY IT OUT..

sister Elodie's testimony during the purity/relationship workshop

she was born in a traditional christian family. at the age of 16 she decided that SHE WANTS TO REBEL. so she met a guy at a party and went head over heels for him.. she started to chase after him and slowly and gradually she drift further away from God. this guy is a guy that is like BAD.. into drugs into tattos blah blah.. one day she went to his house and gave him a present as it was his birthday and he said " Elodie, i can't see you anymore.. because i have become a christian" Elodie was shocked but she accepted it and walk away. she could have said " I'M A CHRISTIAN TOO! LET'S SHINE FOR GOD TOGETHER!" but she didn't.. she went home and started to talking to God.. her heart was broken and she decided to follow God.. to honour him in everything she do. time passed by, she became a Godly person and one day when she was walking in the street, she heard someone calling her name. she turn around and found out that the person is the boy. he say to her ' wow.. you look so different.' as now Elodie is a person of God, she had change inside as well as outside. the boy also changed a lot.. not like the him in the past. after a little while of catching up, they split.. a few days later they met again and this time the boy said 'maybe we should hang out sometimes' Elodie was hesitant. she didn't want to go through the same pain again. this time she honour God and said 'i have to think about it' she went back and ask God and God said to her that it was not the time yet.

one day God told her that if she want's to grow even more, she has to change church. the thing that she didn't know was that at the same time she change church, the boy did the same thing and change to the same church that sister Elodie change to. they met each other again.. the boy ask the same thing again. Elodie honoured God and God said to her that it was still not the time yet. time passed and finally one day, God said to Elodie that it is the time. so when the boy ask the question she agreed. and now, they are engaged.. the guy is actually PASTOR GREG..

this testimony is like sooooooooo powerful amazing awesome that i just have to share it. God knows that pastor Greg is the right one for Elodie but it is just not the time yet. and as a result, Elodie was hurt in the midst of it. COOL RIGHT!

i will honour God from now on and not be distracted by other things. everything has the right time for it. =) ok back to my purpose of posting today.. first day of common test which is eltech.. and..... IT WAS OK!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA thank God for his grace.. =) i know that i've done my best so now i will trust in God and let Him DO THE REST! =)

2009-05-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness.. i just heard that momo love arron is not going to be in it and wang zi is going to be in it instead! shucks can anyone come and tell me it's not true? i thought they already start filming the series? crap!! i don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan guilun!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

who study physics!!!! i wanna get good grades!! i got into NRA!!! lol this is jus random ranting.. ><.. now i have a new nickname "random stupid pentium 1 vaccum cleaner" nice right..== wa sad.. im so totally bored that now im blogging random stuffs.. lol.. every single day 5pm den dismiss.. not even one day can release me earlier.. sadded... den somemore have to stay in school to do work on com cox my house don have wireless.. even more cool... and i need a new specs..hai hai.. AND I NEED NEW CLOTHES !!!.. so much things i need now den i realise... rawr.. this is jus a random post to keep my blog alive.. even tho i noe no one come and visit this blog anymore but whatever.. post for the sake of posting.. ^^..

i cannot think of any bible verses to post up.. crap.. im drifting further !! must drift back

2009-04-29T04:15:00.000-07:00

yea!!! im into my poly second week.. has been enjoying it every single day.. dance 4 fund was fun.. even tho we din manage to win anything but we know that we did our best and we had total fun when we meet new friends and ppl in the commitee.. the bonds between us will continue to become even stronger!! hmm.. for class lesson.. i met several new friends they are certainly fun and amusing.. hahax.. im fortunate!! ^^.. even tho this year im learning about stuffs that i don like.. but nevermind!! hahax.. God i with me and i will be able to do very well if i try my very best!! till now everything is going ok.. but i need a little bit help in physics.. hahax.. can de!!..

however.. recently my spiritual life not very good..TT.. sorry God!! i will strive to continue this walk.. don wanna lose You again.. ^^.. shall update more next time.. last but not least.... JIAYOUS LEE YUAN TING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-11T10:48:00.000-07:00

wa im seriously too lazy to write out my two camps.. jus know that it is fun.. hahax.. laziness sucks.. well i seriously cant wait for school to start.. even tho im like gonna learn maths for the whole year.. but heck! i can go school.. after rotting for 5 months i really wan to go back school man.. made me appreciate school even more.. wahaha.. short post..

week 9 memory verse
but the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. against such things there is no law.

galatians 5:22-23

2009-03-30T03:56:00.000-07:00

hmmm jus came back ngee ann FOC camp [fyi is freshman orientation camp].. i conclusion it was fun even tho some parts was boring and such.. met alot of freshies friend.. even tho none of them is from my course.. to go in detail.....

1st day
met with jeremy to go ngee ann together.. slept talk on the bus.. reach ngee ann and was separated into groups.. IM FROM HORUS!!! WOOHOO~.. there are four sub-group in which are call H1 [hawk] H2[either raven or eagle] H3[either raven or eagle] and H4 [falcon].. My group leader is Jia Jia, Qaiser and Farhan.. they are good gls.. seriously.. hahax.. went into ice-breakers and cheer time.. slowly got to know more about my group members.. then went for dinner.. then the gls start scaring us.. say what no more cheers at night after 7pm.. say what 'respect the night' den start scaring us.. LOL.. den at night we stayed inside the lecture hall to watch movie.. watched coming soon scary movie 2.. coming soon was soooo not scary.. but i got scared because the people behind me screamed.. lol.. den went out.. teamed up with sarah keefe and two other guys for the night walk.. first stop was scary.. have to take the lift until 6 floor.. they super pro.. used thrash bag to cover all the lights.. the whole lift was suuuuper scary.. then went up to the sixth floor two gls were sitting outside holding a green light stick.. zzzz.. den told us about the ghost story in that particular block.. then we proceed to our walk.. so scary me and sarah was like holding each others arm throughout the whole walk.. got one part a gl wanted to scare us.. but we don dare to move den keep staring at him until no time le den he jump up and scare us and ask us faster move forward.. suuuper funny... went to fourth floor but this time without one guy and keefe.. means only left me sarah and another guy.. this guy very irritaing.. super touchy.. pissed me and sarah off.. went in the toilet.. got alot of 'things' keep grabbing my leg.. make me scream and scream.. have to flush the last cubicle.. after flushing whole bunch of ghost come out.. LOL.. scare me like mad.. after that lights off... went to sleep..
~end of first day~

shall update the other days next time.. too lazy to do everything in one go..

2009-02-25T22:18:00.000-08:00

sometimes when i stop and think, i really feel that im super fortunate and blessed. and when i sometimes starts to complain about stuffs, more stuffs than i already had, i suddenly got a thinking that i should just cherish what i have now, not about other things that i desire or want. these few days Masterlife has really helped me alot, giving me a feeling of being one step closer to God. =) i seriously thank God for everything that has happen in my life till now, be it good or bad, be it sad or happy, be it major or trivial, i thank God for them all. ^^. i know that when i grow up, all of these things are going to be significant in my life!!

Masterlife 1st week memory verse
I am the vine, you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit. Apart from me you can do nothing.
[John 15:5 NIV]

Masterlife 2nd week memory verse
If you hold to my teachings, you are really my disciples. Than you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.
[John 8:31-32 NIV]

Masterlife 3rd week memory verse
If u remains in me and my Word remains in you, ask whatever you wish and it will be given you.
[John 15:7 NIV]

Additional memory verse
Then He said to them all: If anyone would come after me, he must first deny himself and take up his cross daily to follow me.
[Luke 9:23 NIV]

Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and it will be opened to you.
[Matt 7:7 NKJV]

2009-02-14T08:57:00.000-08:00

hahax.. update too late.. nvm.. everyone jus treat now is still valentine's day ok? XD..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL.. may all the couples in the world stay as sweet and loving as they are!!!!

2009-02-10T05:47:00.000-08:00

since im like stoning everyday at home.. i started to watch dramas again.. and this time the drama i watch was PI LI MIT!! it is a awesome drama.. the way they crack the different cases and everything.. even tho the culprits are predictable.. cox they will always show us who are the culprits first.. but if we put ourselves in the actors and actress shoes.. they won noe who is the culprit and thus they slowly crack each and every case.. the ending episode was nice.. BUDDEN... i think the ending not very good.. seems like maybe there will be a PI LI MIT 2 coming out.. hahax.. i like arron and gui gui together.. look so cute.. a cute couple in the show!.. hahax.. nice drama totally reccommended.. now waiting for MOMO LOVE to come out.. all episodes cox i jus cant stand watching it when it isnt out and hafta wait.. cant stand the suspense.. >.<..

2009-02-02T03:59:00.001-08:00

AWWWW MANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol.. even tho i noe engineering needs to study maths.. but the stupid brochure lie to me..T.T.. say what basic mathematics.. in the end guess what ??

I HAVE TO STUDY H2 MATHS WHICH EQUALS TO JC MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FOR THREE WHOLE SEMESTER OK!!!... WHAT IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GONNA DIE.. OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN!!

wish me luck all.. im a goner.. I HATE MATHS.. but since i chose this course.. i can ping all the way until second year when it is full of science and science and science and MORE SCIENCE.. WOOHOOO.. sandra lee yuan ting u can do it!! yes i can!!!

ps. even tho i say that.. i most probably will be needing a tutor...>.<.. FREE ONE.. sooooo who is good hearted enough to teach me ar?? ><..

2009-01-30T08:13:00.000-08:00

Final verdict.
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC BIOMEDICAL ENGINEERING

hahax.. quite happy with the results lar.. better than nothing right? ^^ i shall work very very hard this year.. NO MORE SLACKING MAN.. shall plan out well this year and FOLLOW THROUGH.. need lots of encouragements!! ^^ even tho first year will be quite bored out.. i will entertain myself! moving on towards a new phrase in life.. i shall do my very very best and most importantly i shall be myself.. do my best in everything..!!! everyone out there.. since u already got ur course.. do ur best ya? don like the course appeal in to one u like and enjoy every single moment in it!! ^^.. JC peeps starting school next monday le uh.. JIAYOUS!!!! let's walk towards a new part of our life with smiling faces and high-spirited mood!!

2009-01-28T07:34:00.001-08:00

waaaaa... my blog is totally dying.. can see alot of dust here and there... like me im oso dying soon.. crap.. been feeling so sick lately.. after coming back from the sec 4 o level graduates retreat oragnise by youth impact.. it was loads of fun... but sadly due to my illness i cant really enjoy every single moment of it..T.T.. remebered that i was stuck in bed for the entire second day.. third day walk home machiam 90 years old lady.. cant stand straight if not will vomit.. these few days stomach keep churning and churning and had several diarrhoea too.. this totally totally sucks.. and to top it all.. HURRAY IM HAVING SORE THROAT.. rocks right.. oh man.. cant even take hongbao comfortably.. pray that God will heal me soon from all the illness and stuff.. looking forward to saturday as i had missed church twice in a row..T.T... but finally this coming saturday im able to go!! [hopefully so].. pray that my illness won become more severe man.. crappy crap crap.. done with my ranting and reviving my blog.. off to do my quiet time.. bye~

2009-01-12T08:16:00.000-08:00

today is another day for testimony.. love God.. was the day to take the dreaded o's results.. was super nervous ytd for dono wadeva reason.. i was praying and praying for God to take away the stirring in my heart and give me peace that i would not fear when i was taking my results and went to sleep.. this morning when i woke up, i din feel even the slightest fear.. in fact i was totally emotionless.. as in feeling not face.. den i happily went school.. even when im sitting in the hall i din feel the slightest stirring even tho my friends around me was suuuuper nervous!! THANK GOD RIGHT??!! went and took my results.. saw my maths.. SCREAM LIKE MAD!!!!!!! I PASSED IT!! I PASS THE STUPID SUBJECT THAT HAS HAUNT ME FROM SECONDARY ONE.. I SERIOUSLY PASSED IT!!! ALL THANKS TO GOD GRACE!!! OH MAN!!!! even tho is a 6.. but still happy lar!! no need go ite.. ^^.. but my points like guai guai one.. dono how to explain.. shant say anymore.. is a happy day for me!!! all thanks to my beloved God!!!

Courses i aiming for now
1. BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE
2. BIOMEDICAL LABORATARY TECHNOLOGY
3.OPTOMETRY
4. molecular biotechnology?

thats about it for now bahx.. anyone reccomand? best got something to do with science animals or music..>.<..

2009-01-03T09:12:00.000-08:00

saturday has been such an amazing day experiencing God.. through just a single service God replied every question that i have been asking him the past few days.. now i understand.. but.. i still do feel sad.. and very bad towards a person.. im really very sorry.. i dono how much sorry i can say but.. i dono other ways to express my feelings to u.. dui bu qi.. i still love u alot but.. is jus not the right time.. God hasnt give me the green light yet.. BUT God is not evil nor is he bad.. im the one who is bad.. i had a choice.. and the choice i made.. is the choice that will benefit me.. the choice that will make me happy at the expense of u being sad.. im sorry.. im really a super lousy person.. im truly sorry..T.T.. all these may seems like im jus making up excuses.. but seriously it is how i really feel now.. im really sorry..

2009-01-01T07:08:00.001-08:00

it is a brand new year..........................................................................2009!!!
hopefully can get in biomedical in ngee ann [change of plans.. seems like ngee ann module of biomed is more slack than sp..>.<..] the results i get won be like that one in my dream..T.T.. and last but not least.. IM STICKING TO MY RESOLUTIONS THIS YEAR!!!! TO STRENGTHEN AND MAINTAIN MY WALK WITH CHRIST JESUS!!!..

hahax.. went out alot with cell grp peeps this few days even tho i missed quite alot outings too..T.T.. sorry!! they keep making me feel like im a psk..T.T.. but i oso very sad i never go out with u all lor!!.. see my broken heart..>.<..went to buy new year clothing at kranji mrt [sounds weird? nope is under the mrt tracks the biggest this fashion in singapore] and i bought a green jumper!!!! my first ever jumper!!! >< tml going out with cg to buy a formal dress for the first service in 2009.. looking forward to it!!..^^..

MY HOUSE IS INFESTED WITH LOADS AND LOADS OF ANTS!!! CRAPS.. I WAN THEM TO ALL MOVE OUT OF MY BEAUTIFUL HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUSE!

2008-12-26T05:22:00.000-08:00

HEH!!! this is a long anticipated entry.. suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper long nv update.. very lazy.. well.. let's start from YI camp.. it is on 15th december~18th december

15th december
went eat breakfast at jurong point. went bishan meet up with cell grp ppl. laopo wanted to divorce me. NEARLY. But don have..>.<>.<.. had tribe meeting about cheers but black tribe doesnt seem very enthu.. so well kind of sian diao oso.. went for registration den start game after we put our bags at the SEVENTH FLOOR OF THE BUILDING AND NO LIFTS ALLOWED.. OH MAN!! well had quite an interesting games section.. ana replaced andy as ldr for the moment cox well.. andy was MIA...>.<.. heh it is gonna haunt him for the whole of next year le.. was quite high during the games.. some games super dirty but fun.. was a little pissed during the game but nehmind i got over it..>.<.. bathe time and like the few years before GIRLS TOILET LINE WAS LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG have to wait super long even when i had book the place oredi..tsk tsk..weeell went for dinner after that and had our first service.. can only say din really listen to it cox was tired and pastor glyn was shooting off like a machine gun.. debrief and lights off!!~

16th december
wake up early did personal devotion and after that went downstairs for group devotion.. breakfast was alright with CHILLI..>.<.. went for second service. maybe slept too late the night before.. felt like sleeping again..went toilet to freshen myself up.. cannot missed out any of what the pastor was preaching... dono whether is because is morning but pastor glyn talk slower ALOT.. was able to catch quite alot but carlisle still wasnt able to catch what pastor glyn was talking about...>.<.. hehex.. after that lunch and games.. din really played cause well quarrelled with someone but is not only both of us lar.. other people oso was involved ok?? but nevermind.. maybe it is a plus that we quarrelled made us understand each other more? bathe time as usual line very long went for dinner and go for third service.. was able to catch it no doubt..^^.. pastor glyn was quite funny.. after that debrief and when carl say that he cant catch what the pastor was saying we all was laughing like mad...>.<.. this is gonna haunt him too...>.<.. after that lights off~

17th december
personal devotion, group devotion, breakfast blah blah den went for fourth service.. it is a good thing i din feel like sleeping.. cox the third day sermon was always the best.. and thank God.. i din feel like sleeping at all and was able to concentrate during praise and worship AND the sermon.. thank God.. was very refreshing.. the sermon i meant.. it let me know that God is always with me.. no matter where i am.. he is already there at my future, he knows what is happening when i am 20 years old, 50 years old or even when the time and date that i die.. God is the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end.. he is not controlled by time for He IS the ONE who invented time.. i thank God for being there for me!! <33

18th december
morning had a different kind of devotion.. andy wasnt there.. MIA again.. tsk tsk.. ate breakfast, had our last service session and after that came down again for lunch.. din eat cox stomach was aching and in the end i get to take the lift up to the seventh floor cox im sick!! yea!! finally.. nice lift they have and a luxury to no need to climb the seventh floor on the last day.. had area cleaning and after that had cheerleading competition.. blue tribe was the winner in cheer leading and green tribe was the games session winner.. congrats!!!.. even tho black tribe din win, i had great fun during the camp.. i manage to get closer to my cell group as well as GOD!!.. had a fulfilling camp!!.. thank God for making everything possible.. thank you forevery single thing u had made happen in my life.. I LOVE YOU GOD!!!!

2008-12-14T05:16:00.000-08:00

YEA!!!!!!!!!! TODAY IS THE 14TH!!!!!!!!!!!! and guess what????

YI CAMP IS TML!!!!!!!! 15TH OF DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLACK TRIBE SHALL WIN THIS YEAR!!! GOGO!!

hope that after this camp i will be able to draw even more closer to God.. to understand him more.. MAY I BE ON FIRE FOR GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pray that everything in the camp will go smoothly and that we will be able to enjoy the whole camp and in the midst of enjoying it, learnt more and more about our ABBA FATHER!!..

shall be back in 4 days later.. tml need wake up suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper early..T.T.. poor me.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... hope that i will wake up tml..BETTER WAKE UP!!!!

2008-12-10T06:11:00.000-08:00

HEH!!!!!!! noe wad day is it ytd?????? is a SUPER important day eh.. IS THE DAY WHEN SANDRA LEE YUAN TING FIRST SAW THE WORLD 16 YEARS AGO NE!!!!!!!!!!!! is my day!!!!!!! k lar shall stop going crazy >< let's talk about the day before my birthday
8th december
went swimming with jo ben and keryn.. was suuuuuper cold.. cold until my feet was cramping.. my lips turn purple.. cant stop shivering.. and i was floating on the water surface to try to get some warmth but that childish benjamin jus cant stop being childish.. keep splashing me with water.. tsk tsk.. >.<.. had fun.. had a superb day except that there was some incident breaking it all.. crap.. at night went to eat a "kopitiam seoul garden" the food was okok drink okok soup was delicious.. shark fin suck.. lol.. so total up the place cannot win seoul garden not even being put on the same page.. went home cut cake ICE CREAM CHOCOLATE CAKE..!!! THANKS MAMA PAPA!!!
9th december
at 0000 first message received was by kevin.. send me all those craps ar!! hahax.. but really appreciated it.. ^^.. people i din expect to send had send me and one make me super happy.. hui yun send me last.. did it on purpose!! lol!!.. in the morning was bored to death cox was stuck in house.. nowhere to go.. was supposed to have interview budden..... oh well.. den at night huiyun mei mah and tze ching came over and celebrated with another cake.. CHOCOLATE CAKE!!! thanks!!!! love u all super lot!!!.. After that went jp mama went and eat den we started talking about out primary school lives.. after saying that den realise we are super cute in primary school!...>.<.. around 9.30 went this fashion to look for bee leng.. saw bee leng working there.. tease her abit den went home.. seriously enjoyed that day!!.. THANKS TO THOSE WHO SEND ME WISHES!!! APPRECIATE IT SUPER LOT!!..
10th december
was SUPPOSED to have interview and yet again.. haix!!!!.. went bowling with ben and keryn.. first time i bowl until i got blister..T.T.. OWN HIGHEST RECORD---->>111!!! even tho i noe it is not alot.. budden i will strive to do better!! >.<.. after that went west mall met up with mama.. mama bought some present for my cousins and keryn and i bought couple rings for each other!! lol!! damn lame.. hahax.. but i like the ring tho.. is a butterfly but when it is separated the individual looks like a fairy...>.<.. went home after that.. was fun..^^.. lazy to upload pictures so.. no picture de post!

2008-12-04T06:14:00.000-08:00

went to malaysia on the 27th-29th..
27th [first day]
went malaysia in my father's car.. was so bored so i fell asleep like dono how many times.. when im bored mostly i do nothing.. but since in the car i had the camera.. FIRST TIME!! SANDRA LEE ZI LIAN!! lol..

surprisingly the photos i took in the car was quite nice.. heh.. first time i zi lian.. muahahaha..pulled my mei to pei me zi lian.. she also enjoy it alot lor
look at her face!! lol!!..
since im bored so snap a photo of my sis too..

the journey like suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper long lar.. and the whole highway the malaysia eat money de.. here need pay toll there need pay toll..==.. reached a'famosa and went in circles like dono how many times cox we keep getting to the wrong place.. finally found the right one and this is how it looks like..
wa nice one right!!! look EXACTLY like my hdb flat..== even dirtier.. and this is supposingly a resort.. haiyo.. super disappointed.. the previous few a'famosa resort that we went in circles was soooo much nicer.. hai.. but since im here le.. so might as well enjoy myself right..
family photo without me.. T.T

yupp so after all the admin stuff went to the ninth floor to our "hotel".. and when i stepped out of the lift guess what i see?? nothing really i saw the name of the lift.. only that the name of the lift is.........
WA LAU EH!!! I LAUGH UNTIL MY SIDE ACHE LUH!! imagine in a lift that is call lift bomba!!! meaning it will BOMBA LAR!! OH MAN!!.. kae that was funny.. sugi.. our room.. let's see.. actually the whole of it is quite nice.. quite pretty tho.. heh.. pictures.. din take the whole room..
the living room.. my mei jus wanna get in all of the photos lar!! lol.. running everywhere like siao.
the dining room.. we din really come this room much.. everytime just walk past.. heh..
the sort of something like bar de.. behind this bar thing is the kitchen..

and thats the end of photos.. too lazy to take..>.<.. well after we settle down went out for sightseeing and to eat.. not i being biased or what.. but seriously M de KFC de bread is HARD DE LOR.. is seriously HARD.. machiam can hit people's head with it de.. =='''.. im bored again and thus... photo time!!..XD my first victim!! SARAH LEE YUAN SHAN

my second victim.. LEE YUAN JING!!even tho she is like the one scaring me..>.<.. my third victim.. LEE BOEY SENG.. actually i ask her to pose budden she forgot and tried to eat the coleslaw.. ZANNEN DESHITA..>.< last but not least.. my last victim.. LEE CHIN GUAN!!! THE LEE FAMILY UNITE!! heh
this photo of me was taken candid.. by my big sis.. i don like the face here but i think my hair look gorgeous so i post it up too ><.. nan de my hair nice..so smooth, so shiny, so black... well u get my point.. mei mei candid photo
actually this photo she was suppose to jus act drinking the milo.. but she cant take the temptation so in the end she really drank it.. its still nice..

walk out of the KFC and took some buildings nearby..
compare with........
SG!!! big difference right!!!!! oh man..
M....
SG!!! so people must appreciate singapore more ok.. singapore is really a sugoi country ne!!

enough of comparing.. hmm.. fast forward to night time.. went to a'famosa cowboy town.. i think is cowboy town.. wa the events there are............ performers super unprofessional.. juggle things keep drop.. dance until i owe her money liddat... AND HAVE U SEEN HOW THEY TREAT THEIR ANIMALS??!!! WTH!!! when i was walking past the place where they allow people to take photos with tigers, they keep hitting the two adult tigers with a 100 plus water bottle [of course is empty if not i will fight with them le] and let them bite the bottle.. the animals look super untamed.. who dare to take photo with them??==.. then i touched the snake.. it is not even cold.. oh man.. it even feel a little bit warm.. ==.. den the orang utan came and i touch its fur.. SUPER ROUGH AND UNKEMPT.. WAD THE HELL HOW CAN THEY TREAT ANIMALS LIKE THIS.. WAS SUPER PISSED OFF.. zzzz.. make me no mood look at animals.. first time in my whole life time..raaaaa.. tired and a little bit pissed off and went back to the hotel.. and realised that someone that is living at the 5th floor de things was stolen.. things that were stolen were NOTEBOOK, PDA, PC.. woah.. the thief got super good eyes ar.. stole so ex de things.. tsk tsk..

28th [second day]
woke up at 7 plus.. went to eat the breakfast that is provided by a'famosa.. one word.. SUCK.. seriously man.. make me eat le feel like puking..zzz.. after that went to see see the so call "zoo" at a'famosa.. turns out to be a total disappointment.. lol.. the animals that i saw that morning was exactly the same crowd of animal i saw the previous night at the shows in cowboy town.. diaoded.. super disappointed.. hmm.. but at least got see some other animals like hyenas SUN BEAR buffalos deer mousedeer lions crocs.. quite ok lar the ride.. it was totally open.. the animals are left open.. no fence one.. so cannot walk in have to take the truck ride.. RIDE WAS SUPER SUPER BUMPY.. lol.. fun.. after that when shopping at pahlawan.. quite boring there.. OH YA!! I WAN TO COMPLAIN ABOUT THE TOILETS IN M!!! SUPER DIRTY CAN!! I CANT EVEN DO MY BUSINESS WITHOUT GETTING GROSSED OUT..ZZZZ.. [ps. even tho infront i said alot bad things about a'famosa budden don get me wrong.. they are quite good in their service tho^^] walk until i tired le den go the mall opposite which i forgot what is the name le..>.<.. STILL my sister is able to walk.. a shopping-hater person like me was getting so bored i took out my harry potter book to read and kena scolded.. haix.. sadded..T.T.. at night went walk walk at the night market there.. things were quite nice.. some were extremely nice!!!.. but i din buy cox my mind keep thinking to save money.. T.T.. too used to it le lar.. tired and weary went back to our hotel..
29th [third day]
last day.. went back to the same place to eat the same shitty breakfast.. went back to our hotel slack pack read slack pack read..>.<.. around 11.30am checked out and went i forgot where to shop again.. lol.. during my shopping i saw some interesting shops.. now i present.... the shop that sells rejects.. THE REJECT SHOP!!! OMOSHIROU KA?? super funny can.. was laughing my ass off when i saw this sign.. then when i was taking this picture the M'sians walking around me should be thinking im mental..

M'sians:wa suaku singaporeans nv see this shop before mehx.. so excited take photo for what?

k lar the above statement is i make up de lar.. thats wad i think they will be thinking..heh!.. den walk walk saw a phone that actually imitates a drinking can.. like sprite ar.. cola ar.. SUPER COOL.. but i din take photo of it.. so cannot see..hehe.. walk a few more distance and saw another super cute shop name..

this shop sells cosmetic product.. super creative lar!!

after walking a few more distance once again.. i saw something that i cant resist taking.......
S.H.E!!! MY FOREVER NUMBER ONE BAND!!! heh im mental..

den father drive home.. sleep in car blah blah blah.. den.. around 6 plus reach the custom but was stuck in a jam so around 7 plus then past the custom== cool right.. AND FINALLY HOME SWEET HOME.. we were soooo happy to be back in singapore that my sis say that she feel like screaming "I LOVE U ALL BANGLAS" ... FUNNY.. end of malaysia trip..

eh.. don think finish le hor.. still got my 6.1'04 class chalet..

1st [first day]
went to pasir ris with hui yun and wang lie.. super long din see wang lie le..happy to see him but he cant stay overnight.. sadded.. met into some problems when checking in.. but all was well and huiyun and i proceeded to the white sand mall to buy the things we need. met up with kian koon there.. finished our groceries and went back to the chalet to clean the place up.. at night mei ting and mah came over and wang lie went home.. played awhile then sleep..

2nd[second day]
steamboat day and also kiankoon's birthday.. from the wee hours of morning i had oredi started to give him some part of his birthday bash.. lol!!.. was planning to separate the bash equally throughout the whole day.. heh.. was busy from morning as we need to prepare the food for that night.. kian koon's gf came and help us with the food.. THANKS LOADS UH!!.. was super pissed off when one by one people call or smsed to tell us they backing out [in other words pangseh us].. wadeva lar.. they like do what let them do lor.. finally night fall and wei keat came.. followed by li yan, emily, wei yan, jian sheng, thiam yong, jia lin and tze ching.. talk chit chat awhile then start eating.. after eating the guys went to play bball while the rest play card games.. me don like playing with money so go walk walk with mah to the pasir ris park.. swing awhile kena chased back cox the others need to leave le and haven cut cake..so went back cut cake take some group photos and say goodbye to the others..

people that came.. 6.1 is getting smaller and smaller as time goes by ar.. haix..
the guysand the girls..

wan teng came later on... had our overnight cycling.. FUN.. cycle until coasta sand and saw someone there..XD.. cycle to and fro alot of times.. went to red house oso.. got ourselves muddy and went back to bathe.. play smack jack until 4.30.. some photos while playing.. ps for the blurry images..

was trying to take a decent photo.. budden hand shaky.. look at mah's mouth.. LMAO!!
second try..
third try.. failed again
with kian koon in the act now.. still failed.. SRY!!!finally a decent photo.. they din pose for this but is nice right!! heh!!

laughing like mad throughout the game.. super funny.. den 5 went cycling to the seaside cox we wanna catch the sunrise.. was sad tho.. cant really see the sunrise.. but the effect was super kirei!!!.. so din really waste it.. went back and rest...

3rd [third day]
wan teng went back early in the morning.. kian koon oso.. enjoyed their company loads.. THANKS FOR COMIN!!.. slept at around 5pm.. woke up at 7 plus cox that chai hui yun keep coming in to disturb me.. LOL.. den mama came.. with mei.. den clarie jun hao joel and joseph came and pei hui yun.. since the others all left and leave me and huiyun in the chalet.. i know hui yun super sad.. SORRY MAN.. I NOE U MAKE ALOT OF EFFORTS FOR THIS GATHERING.. I REALLY REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT LOADS.. went walking in pasir ris park AGAIN.. see sea.. blah blah.. talk to yuhong at night.. den went to sleep at around 1am..

4th [last day]
woke up at eight.. pack things papa came and fetch me.. home sweet home at around 10am..

just wanna say somethings here.. HEY PEEPS OUT THERE WHO HAS PSED US.. u noe that hui yun had go to great lengths to organise every single primary school gathering?? will it kill u all to just show ur face?? i noe its far.. but she also wans it to be a memorable one right.. if u all wanna ps us.. DON SAY IT LAST MINUTE CAN??!! wad the hell.. do u noe how hurting it is to see all of your messages that read "sry i cant make it" or " hey i not going le.. sorry".. HOW MANY TIMES SORRY OSO WON CURE CAN ANOT.. imagine the happy feeling we had.. looking forward to it.. and the things we got are jus more and more disappointment.. i seriously think that this is going to be the last gathering.. i appreciate hui yun organising the gathering everytime.. but i can see that alot of u all do not.. so what for continue?? what for let her do so many troublesome things and in the end the things that reward her is jus disappointment after disappointment?? well i jus wanna say that TOO BAD FOR THOSE WHO DIN CAME TO THE CHALET.. MOST PROBABLY GONNA BE THE LAST GATHERING.. IF U ALL DON WANNA REMINISCE ABOUT THE PAST DEN FORGET IT.. for those who had valid reasons and din come like being overseas or wad.. im not scolding u for this entry.. but for those who give stupid reasons like "oh *someone* din go so im not going" PLS LAR.. GROW UP LAR.. U THINK U CAN FOREVER STICK TO THE SAME PERSON? HURTING MAN.. KNS..

to end this lengthy post.. once and again..
i thank those that find some free time to come to this chalet ^^.. and lastly.. THANKS HUI YUN FOR ORGANISING SO MANY OF THE GATHERING!!! UR EFFORTS ARE APPRECIATED!!..^^..

2008-11-26T10:48:00.000-08:00

yea!! im gg overseas later.. >.<.. say until so nice.. in the end im just going malaysia.. but nevermind!! im going to the zoo there!!! hope it will be as nice as singapore's but i strongly doubt so..[kaes im biase xp].. 3 days not in singapore.. heh!.. hope i will be able to make it to dinner with my cell.. hahax.. will do my best!!.. kaes.. i got to go do other things.. short post.. cant think of anything else.. and fyi I STILL NEED A JOB.. LOL!..

2008-11-23T23:13:00.000-08:00

I WAN A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wa seriously man.. i have never NEVER EVER tot that finding a job can be this tough.. oh man.. i seriously confirm plus chop need a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone got any lobang pls contact me or tag in my tagboard pls.. preferably the pay is around $5-$7 and can take leave during weekends and a few days.. got any website that post up job offers one pls let me noe oso.. zzz.. but don bother giving me www.dailyjobalert.blogspot.com.. i don find it of any uses.. lol.. sian man....

2008-11-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

yesterday was..........................................*drumrolls* ............................................................................... prom night!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo~ all the money i have spend on just for this night.. of course must be pretty luh!!! later all of u shall see the feminine side of SANDRA LEE YUAN TING!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA... well.. yesterday i went and did my hair at around 1 plus.. spend $20.. but the result was nice tho so totally did not regret paying the $20! den went home slack slack slack.. around 4 plus put on my dress with all the accessories blah blah.. den 5.30 mama help me put on makeup.. called jiayi to ask what time is the prom night and they gave me the wrong answer.. nice.. lol... so realise i was late den panick run here run there.. hahax... went to meet up with JSJ at stace house downstairs de bustop wait for taxi.. the heel of my high heels keep sinking into the soil.. so gross.. got on a cab went to orchid countryclub at yishun.. reach there saw LOADS OF GORGEOUS LADY AND DASHING GENTLEMANS.. so cool!! soooooooo nice.. everything so formal.. went and took loads of pictures den proceed into the hall.. SERIOUSLY HOSSAN LEONG IS UBER FUNNY.. saw loads of class video.. really sad when i finally realise that ytd could be the last day i see all of my secondary school friends.. love the food the games oh and prom king prom queen is the couple JOLENE [dono if is this spelling anot] AND JIAJUN!! lol.. nice!!>.<.. photos!! me and kevin
me and my dearest laopo from secondary one!!!
susu~
si jaiyi take until so mian qiang..>.< princessy xin lin!
JSJ with keryn
BFF STACE!!
JSJS + rachel
fadli!!
kissing [or is it? heh!]
mel, jo, me, stace, wil, kok
xin lin again!
HAHA STACE WITH THE SCREAM MASK

sleeping scream..>.< PAULINE SUPER TALL OREDI STILL WEAR SO HIGH DE HEELS
dumb fatty face..
xue lin and amirul
with kevin
brenda
our principal mrs mabel leong
MR KURT!!!!!!!!!
MR LEE HAN HWA

wil say.. his face look super retard..>.< BFF HUGGING MUAHAHAHAHA
we are mad
wen hao
our dessert [mango pudding]
wilson teo in scream mask
we are seriously mad..>.< with susu rachel sophia and yuko

my fingers super oily.. was eating the prawn.. but i like this pic tho...>.< first pic taken upon arrival
JSJS BFF!

with si hui
LOL
JSJS + keryn
she that day seriously love me alot..hehe

thanks to stace photographic skills all photos are slanted
our table
if this pic isnt blur it will be suuuuuper nice
told u she love me alot
JSJS
first food of the night

i forgot which dish is this.. i jus noe it is so nice it make me eat up my lipstick [ewww]
stace take me trying hard to get the food
full of orange juices
my long-lost brother wilson teo wei jian!!!
brother and sister forever muahahahaha
jason

yan qiu [y he stand so far.. machiam we stranger liddat]

MISS LEYANA!! MY FAVOURITE BIO TEACHER!!
Mr Ting 3/4E6 form teacher
with ying fong
my choir teacher !!! she always looks out for us.. <3 her

with kaixiang

last pic of the day......................JSJS FF!!!

2008-11-07T08:39:00.000-08:00

YEA!!!!!! today i went out with my primary school friends!!! omg i miss them like soooooooooooo super much lor!!!! I MISS THEM.. yes im having a class chalet !!!! soooo happy can!!! ok let's talk about today..>.<.. went out with huiyun meiting zhengyi cherrie and tzeching.. we dono where to go and jus get on the train.. and we decide where we wan go on the train!! lol.. ok thats like sooo funny.. this is seriously the first time i shop for so long can!!! i have never shop so long.. they really can walk man.. today's outing main purpose was to "celebrate" tzeching's birthday.. we finish walking [or should i say they finish shopping] den went starbucks to slack.. we talk and we take photos.. oh man seriously miss them alot..^^.. hope our friendship will last forever!!! ^^ short post..heh.. photos time!!.. me and tze
1st grp photo
2nd grp photo
cherrie, meiting, zhengyi, huiyun
another time^^
me, tze, cherrie, meiting
my beloved friends
cherrie and meiting!!!
me and huiyun!!

the only photo i edited..>.<

2008-10-29T03:44:00.000-07:00

this is a very very very very very very very very very very late post on jiayi's birthday this year. she was nice enough to remind me about it. [the one in underline is written by jiayi] she was pestering me for two months to blog that day. oh well here's the entry.

early in the morning i was late and when i reached jurong east interchange to meet up with jiayi, jolene, ying sui, xin lin, kai xiang, wilson teo and kelvin. i wasnt the latest one. XD.. all the girls wore girl clothing thanks to some rule goh jia yi and jolene made. ==.. make me wear skirt for the first time in a long period of time [other than school skirt] weeeeeeeelllllll. then after that went far east cox the birthday girl wanted to eat chippy..== we went all the way to far east only to buy chippy.. dumb lar!! thanks to goh jia yi.. the guys reaction when they realise that we went far east only to buy chippy was super funny can!! the jiayi was apologising profusely.. wahahahahahaha.. im evil.. then we went causeway to eat seoul garden.. si jiayi make us travel. then when we were seated then realise that 4E6 people were sitting tgt and 4E3 people were sitting tgt.. ya then chat eat chat eat nothing to elaborate.

after eating went back to jiayi's house to watch movies-mindhunter and untraceble. met up with keryn at je. yan qiu yu hong and hong wei came later. jiayi made fondue.. was suuuuuuuuuuuuper nice with the marshmallow plus the strawberrys.. then we watch mindhunter first.. was a nice movie.. i do recommend it even tho some part a bit gory.. then in the middle of the movie i crept over and wanted to silently continue eating the chocolate coated marshmallow but in the end everybody saw..==.. then somemore yu hong go say what the chocolate is the blood in the movie.. raaaaaaaa... after watching the movie we started to prank jiayi. wilson say he going tuition then he and yuhong went to yuhong house to take the cake intended for jiayi while we tried to force jiayi inside her own room and lock her in. jiayi then cover herself with her blanket and then she said "R.I.P" then kai xiang heard it and then lift the blanket and scream.. LOL.. then kai xiang went in the room with jiayi and in the end also tio lock inside. then we put the can of milo inside the cake box and gave jiayi. of course later on we brought out the real cake. eat eat eat when i notice that kelvin was super emo so i asked him y he so emo high a little bit lar.. his answer was " i cannot high cox im kelvin loh [low]" == WTH so lame can.. then kai xiang was sending keryn something when he suddenly scream whose blue tooth name is child of God then i say me den he say i "ying hun bu san" cox he go everywhere from morning till at jiayi's house can see my bluetooth name.. LIKE DUH im with him everywhere we go? lol..

after that watch untraceable.. opinion was the movie suck.. is jus a sicko killing people for the fun of it and the people usin the com as accomplice in the killing. dumb show and not a bit thrilling.. lol.. was so bored feel like sleeping.. after that went home and thus the day ended.

TO JIAYI

HAPPY BELATED*50 BIRTHDAY!!!!

happy? bleh..

2008-10-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

love letter to God...>.<

Lord, i thank you for always being there for me. You always give me more than enough. Just like today, when i wanted time to finish my two essays, you gave me an extra 15 minutes to let me even being able to check my work, which has never happen before in so many of my examinations. You know that Im weak in proposal's format, you gave me one question that i am good in. Lord, I'm sorry for doubting you yesterday. I know you have a reason for doing all the things for you are the Lord that can see the future. From now onwards, i leave everything up to your loving hands Lord and i shall trust in you in the rest of my papers. I love you God and will do everything to glorify your name. Thank you Lord, Amen.

Dear God, I just pray for my future papers, especially for my maths paper. I will do my very best and let you do the rest. Lord i just pray that i will have more faith in my abilities in this examination. I shall trust in you Lord. Lord i just pray for my friends who are having their A maths paper tomorrow that Lord you will allow them to remember everything that they had learn, and not to forget about any formulas that they had memorised. I just pray that you will look after them tomorrow, bless them with all the intelligence and wisdom. Lord i thank you for being there for us. In jesus name i ask and i pray, Amen.

2008-10-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

this is a little late budden......................

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY JOLENE!!!!

hahax.. went and celebrate with her and jiayi [stace joined us later on].. we went jp and they brought bags== waste money...>.<... muahahahaha.. i pshychoed them to play arcade with me cox they torture me by making me went shopping with them..>.<..

percussion freak game!! a game that mimics drums and play according to the screen
jo playing the game.. fun!! >< me in the white dress
this is the black one.. same design only different colour.. seems like two different dress ==
feel like buying the white one.. budden.... IM TOO SHORT!!! the dress too long for me..T.T.. and is SOOOOO EXPENSIVE IS $73!!! and i don think im gonna wear this out often.. and i only seen this dress and have yet to go around shopping for others... this dress shall wait..>.<.. shall check out other competitions first [dresses i mean] *rubbing hands and laughing gleefully* oh ya before i forgot..

seriously i don see any problems with JSJS.. we have done nothing to all of you, yet Ull likes to find trouble in our group.. HELLO GROW UP LAR.. HOW OLD LE..== don u all think that gossiping around is soooooooooooo eh.. how should i put it? childish? nonono.. hmm.. unintelligent? maybe? well anyway, is sooo totally redundant.. fyi sadly, we don gossip.. if u don believe, u can ask those who talk to us sometimes.. all the answers u get from them will be " they talk crap like what kind of food they eat/won eat, what kind of games they play " so on and so forth.. pls lar.. last year le.. u don like us ur problem no need come and say all craps about us.. and pls ... DON HURT MY FRIENDS WITH ALL THOSE LIES OF YOURS..==.. what kind of friends are u all? u all even go and backstab each other.. sry to let u noe, we don backstab each other... we tell it straight in each other's face and expect them to change.. aiya cant be bothered [even tho that doesnt seems to be the case since im here blogging about it but ya im jus tooo pissed oredi]..

2008-10-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

since i'm bored again.. blogging.. well today just had my Chem/Bio O'level practical exam today.. overall...well let's say it was manageable.. Bio was quite easy budden the question that was tested in Chemistry totally took me by surprise.. SUPER DIFFICULT.. ok lar i exaggerated there.. but was really quite difficult.. wasnt the usual cation anion test... instead the question TOLD US the salt contains only what element.. CAUGHT ME BY TOTAL SURPRISE.. raaa... since i have already done my best, i shall trust in God and let Him do the rest!!!

well back to jus now... i went to watch "eagle's eye" with my sisters and my mother.. woah, shia la beouf is HOT MAN.. he totally rocks the whole movie lar!!! his joker face really make me laugh.. super super super super funny... even when he was running for his life his face still that joker face still very funny..>.<.. WA WHEN HE JOKES AT A SUPER TENSE SITUATION, SUPER FUNNY!!! so super hot can... oh man.. HOT RIGHT!! OH MY!!!!!!!
WAAAAAAAAAA
SOOOOO SUPER UBER HOT!!
super cute right!!! this was when he was younger.. SO CUTE!!!
scene in indiana jones..

three movies that he acted in that are super nice!!

eagle's eyes
Transformers
Indiana Jones part 4

all this movies are SUUUUUUUUPER UBBBEEERRR NIIICCCEEE!!!!! i totally recommend..

2008-10-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

~~IM BORED~~

lol.. since i'm not studying, I'm here to revive my dying blog.. *CPR in process* XD.. these few days have been hanging out with keryn.. thats not a very wise thing to do because her lameness is contagious.. din really study much..T.T except for maths lar.. got do some.. IM SOOOOOOOO BORED CAN.. O's is in a few more days..T.T stupid practical!!!!! no practice eh.. scared i screw up my chem practical.. GET AT LEAST AN A FOR SCIENCE!!!! biomedical is just right in front of my eyes.. "sandra lee don screw this whole thing up!!! once in a lifetime uhh.. jiay0us!!!! " kaes im lame..

SOMETHING REAAAAAAAAAAAALY RANDOM..

i think i seriously need to change my email add.. is so dumb can.. tsk tsk..>.<

2008-10-09T04:22:00.000-07:00

a story my pastor said on last week sermon.

A man and his son was walking home from his wife's funeral. As the man tucked his son to bed, his son was terrified when he switched off the lights. his son said " daddy, where are you? I'm scared" the man replied, "son I'm right here, even though u cant see me, I'm right here." and with that, he left his son's room. when he was back in his own room, he stared at the empty side of the bed where his wife used to sleep in. he cried. he ask God " God, where are you? I'm scared. I'm scared of the darkness, I'm scared of the loneliness, I'm scared that i cant feel you here anymore." God heard him, and said " my dear son, I am always with you even though you could not see me. I will never forsake you and I'm always here, holding on to you in whatever you do."

from an email

There was an atheist couple who had a child. The couple never told their daughter anything about the Lord. One night when the little girl was 5 years old, the parents fought with each other and the dad shot the Mom, right in front of the child. Then, the dad shot himself. The little girl watched it all. She then was sent to a foster home. The foster mother was a Christian and took the child to church. On the first day of Sunday School, the foster mother told the teacher that the girl had never heard of Jesus, and to have patience with her. The teacher held up a picture of Jesus and said, 'Does anyone know who this is?' The little girl said, 'I do, that's the man who was holding me the night my parents died.'

2008-10-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY..

PLS STOP BUGGING ME!!

can u seriously don spoil my mood for studying??!!! rarely i have the motivation to study yet whenever u said something out of ignorant it totally turns me off?? don't u get it that i am NOT THE KIND OF CHILD U WAN? I DON LIKE TO STUDY!! IM NOT LIKE MY COUSIN.. HE LOVES STUDYING!!! I JUS STUDY BECAUSE OF MY FAVOURITE SUB.. STOP SAYING ALL THOSE THINGS THAT U DON KNOW!! DON CONDEMNED ME SAYING IM NOT STUDYING WHEN ALL U HAVE EVIDENCE THAT IM NOT STUDYING IS THAT U DIN SEE ME STUDYIN!!!!!!!!!! pls stop all ur nonsense.

2008-08-20T23:41:00.000-07:00

IM SORRY MR TING

i did something stupid in school thanks to a teacher who really stepped on tooooooo many of my mines.. and in the end, i troubled Mr Ting.. seriously speaking, mr ting is a good teacher.. only that our class is just too difficult for him to handle.. crap i seriously did something wrong today.. GOD IM SOOOO SORRY...... im seriously regretting what i did today in class.. T.T.. what have i done..? i cause distress to mr ting once more.. another few bunches of white hair popping out all thanks to me..T.T.. im too reckless during class today.. im sorry..

2008-08-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

taken from my friend's blog which i think is super meaningful and is worth to read and think.

Eyes

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except for her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me??" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES PLEASE."
This is how humans change when their status changes. only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situations.

Have we been doing the same things to our loved ones without knowing it? When we are saved from a painful situation, do we forget about the ones that helped in saving us, bring us out of the misery we were having before? in john 3:16 it was written "for God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have ETERNAL LIFE." and what have we repay God for the things He had done for us? we repay him by engaging in immoral stuff, with things that God our father DO NOT want to see us doing. after all he had done for us, by providing a way out for us even tho we do not deserved it, we are robbing ourselves of our dignity of not doing the right thing, and at the same time, we are ROBBING GOD.

2008-08-12T04:57:00.000-07:00

misfortune day with stacey T.T

goodness me man. LOL. today was a super duper suay day for stacey and me. ==. met into 7 MISFORTUNE in less than 6 HOURS. sadded. k let's talk about our misfortune. the misfortune journey started happily with stacey getting a A1 in O' level chinese. GRATS STACE!!^^. then the misfortune start to happen. we walk to art room and saw a few of the art students outside talking to mdm keh. poor stace walk over and guess what?(1) they are being scolded. so me walked away awkwardly and after a long while, they went into the art room. then stace and me set off to meet her seller cox she buying a shirt. and blur stace got the meeting place wrong. (2) we went to choa chu kang instead of bukit batok and had to take the train back.== thanks loads ar stace. ok after that nehmind. both of us are hungry so went to eat at the macdonald at bukit batok. we are happily eating until.............................................(3)stace found a bug in her almost-finished burger. EWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAP SEHH.. then we are so grossed out we went to complain to the manager while putting our bags and unfinished food at our table. after complaining, we went back to our table to find that (4) all our unfinished food were being taken away. WA LAU EH IM SO SUPER ANGRY AND PISSED CAN. wanted to complain but will be very awkward so stace mother CHU MA!!! then we got bac our $$. >< wahahhaa. then we intended to go back to school as stace need to finish her art. so when we reach the bus stop we saw 187 leaving and we (5) ran after it!!! until like so pai se like that. then we take the bus then i saw that we were driving through tenmile junction and i still din realise that (6)we got on the wrong side of the bus.== until we reach marsiling then i was soooo shocked den realise we got on the wrong side.==. after that we get down at causeway point and we took 187 back to jp. and we (7)got on the wrong side of the line. so pai se can. everybody staring at us.== and in the end we used 1 hour to reach jurong point. == and thus end my misfortune day with stace.

the end~

2008-08-11T01:43:00.000-07:00

HAVE I EVER EVER SAY HOW MUCH I HATE HAVING SORE THROAT?!!? DAMN THIS ILLNESS!!! ALWAYS THE ONE THAT TORTURE ME UNTIL I CANNOT DO ANYTHING!! SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE SCOLDING VULGARITIES MAN !! CRAP LAR !! I HATE SORE THROAT!!!

2008-08-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

EDITED

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
O's coming.. and im here to update another no meaning post..== weeeeelll.. im currently swarmed with F&N work, and im seriously not able to meet up the whole point of "sense of urgency".. zzz.. hmm.. shall update on last tuesday.. as per normal i went to stacey house to slack cum study.. we were watching ghost movie [not ghost.. should be horror] call the strangers.. because is from internet the quality super sux and there are actually people walking around== and then the audience in the movie is more entertaining then the movie itself.. show a face here they SCREAM LIKE MAD!! i was like laughing through the show thanks to the audience and STACEY LAW TING YI! lol the audience scream she also follow suit.. and she is sitting beside me. imagine my ear drums kena split open thanks to her. and that part was totally NOT SCARY. at the end of the movie i was bored out of my shit and she said 'har, i think quite scary lehx' !!! nevermind. everyone has their own range of scariness XD. after that we watch "when a stranger calls". was a nice movie and that day was the dont know how many umpteen times i have been watching it. for stacey is the first time so ya, she was so excited. the quality was good and the thrilling parts really rox. stacey nearly died because of the thrill. LOL. ok done. let's talk about today. today after school JSJS was talking about the mystery teacher that was supposed to sing tml at the celebration. we of course do not know who it is but we have an idea who that cher is. thus we make all sorts of nonsense to make each other laugh. i was not really amused by their acting but jiayi said something that seriously was so ridiculous. well i was eating and they were talking [actually was ganging up against jiayi] thus jiayi came to me and TRY to look for some help. but then since i was too busy eating i said me no comments. then she grab my hand and keep trying to gain my vote for her. after awhile she give up and "shouted" at me to eat my food. at the same time, SHE WAS HOLDING ON TO MY HAND ALL ALONG. tell me how am i supposed to eat my food.== she din realise she was holding on to my hand even after she ask me to continue eating. nice one ar jiayi. == next funny thing, stacey try to imitate the teacher and sing ai ni by cyndi den she make a super funny actions [inside joke] and make us all laugh. k lar the whole post is no meaning one..== shall end here with some pics. these pics were taken from the latest class gathering. 6.1'04!!!
mr chin help in takin this photo thus don have him. ps. where's thiam yong looking at?
with mr chin.
mr chin again..>.<

jana~

2008-07-22T04:43:00.000-07:00

WA CRAP.. firstly my piano practical sucks until don't know how to say. secondly, SINGAPORE POLY OR NGEE ANN POLY DIDN'T CALL ME TO GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO BE INTERVIEW BY THEM. Why!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sad...................... seriously. did i wrote my personal statement until so lousy that they didn't give me the chance to get interview. MAN IM SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. raaaaaaaaa

2008-07-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

WATASHIWA URESHII JANAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kanashii da.. naze? wakaranai.naze naze naze naze!!!!!!!

2008-07-19T10:07:00.000-07:00

changed my blogskin. feel that a new change should really occur in my life. have i been living my life with integrity? have i been living my life as a honest person? have i been treating people like what i will expect people to treat me back? all these questions are running through my mind. maybe i really am not mature enough in God. i need more help but how can i start? i want to rely more on God. SO MUCH MORE. but is so difficult. is an extremely difficult task for me. sometimes i've been thinking, should i start praying for myself first before i start praying for others? i cant hear God. im lost in my way. what should i do.

well. O's is really REALLY near. i got like less than one hundred days to study and yet im still troubling over other things. "stupid ar sandra". feel like scolding myself to get to work. well at least bio is down. done with the revision for bio. DAKEDO! teacher have not finish teaching all the syllables in bio. -.-''' *kua kua* thus, GANBATTE for my other subjects. hahax. ESPECIALLY MY TROUBLESOME MATHS. so pissed at my life now. every little thing can make me FLARE UP. i seriously need to chill man. but how am i supposed to do that. T.T no teacher to teach me. anyway, practical exam coming on tuesday. GREAT. scales [X] songs [ok lar] Aural [X] sight reading [go there see how to die] hmm thats around it. so what do you think? able to past? "ANY IDIOT ALSO IS ABLE TO SEE CANNOT!" baka sandra. T.T what am i supposed to doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!~. haix haix.

~jana~

2008-07-06T08:15:00.001-07:00

sometimes i wonder what some people do when they are in church. do they go in and warm the chair? or do they jus have their presence being there? or do they jus act all holy and when they get back to their daily lives they jus revert back to who they really are and dont bother to change? or maybe some really is there to learn more about God, to know more about God, to find a more intense relationship with God. for me, im super confirm plus chop im there in church to learn more about God. well i jus know about the troubles of one of my beloved friend. i really hope he will read this entry. if u have any troubles, feel free to tell me..^^..i will always be there to support u ya? u can call me anytime and i will always be there to answer ur call or in this case, sms..^^.. but must be after monday cox thats when i will get back my phone..^^..

hahax.. jus realise i seriously love church and all of my friends in there.. they really make my day. i can be totally crazy and no one will actually care. they will always be there when im sad/happy/worried. here is a dedication to my BELOVED laopo-shalini sharon d/o albert[is it like that?] and my DEAR discipler-andoe ong chee peng

andy, thanks for always being there to entertain me when im sad [tho u dono it!!..wahahahaha] and thanks for being my discipler!! even tho i always bully u, don take it to heart ya? im jus joking around!! i still love u alot..wahahahahhaha... i will do my best for my quiet time so as not to let u worry too much.. hmm.. if u have any troubles can tell me or sha!! for we are fellow siblings in CHRIST!!!..^^..

LAOPO!!! thanks for always comforting me whenever im down.. hontonii arigato!!~ thanks for cheering me up and entertaining me along with ur quarrels with andy/carlisle/zhi sen and making me smile like mad!! im really blessed for having a laopo like u [wa sound like a love letter siol..>.<] i thank God for both u and andy for being there for me ever since i come bac to church..^^.. love ya muchiie!!!

ANDY SHALINI ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!!!!!!!

2008-06-24T03:25:00.000-07:00

O's coming... yet i do not have the motivation to start studying.. zzz.. my maths.. seriously i jus don care a heck sometimes.. thinking of the stress makes me wanna yell the whole day/cry the whole day/slack the whole day.... what's happening to me?? my spiritual walk with christ aint going well too.. seems like i totally lost control over my life.. im like a lifeless soul with jus my body there..==.. i cant get myself to study/pray/do quiet time.. i jus feel like using the com when i wake up all the way until i go to sleep in the wee hours.. and continuing the routine over and over again.. "y shld i give a heck?' sometimes i ask myself.. but once i think about being able to study well, get into biomedical, it makes me wanna study... yet as soon as a question i do not understand/do not noe how to do, i jus plain give up.. and i start slacking again.. is there a potion out there that will make me be able to study?? i wanna grow more in christ too.. but i jus seem to be walking on the spot, while God is infront.. i jus don have the energy to continue walking, neither do i feel like i wanna go backwards.. im getting desperate...........

2008-06-02T02:17:00.000-07:00

yea thanks ar hui yun.. make me blog twice a day.. lol.. well so here's the survey..

1) how long will u wait for someone u love?
hmm... wait until the feeling fade lor..

2) what do u want to do now?
play maple and slack...

3)what will u be doing at 6pm?
playing maple

4)do u hate ur friends sometimes?
nope!! but i do feel that they are quite insensitive at times..*oops*XD

5)what type of person do u think u are?
well......... a humorous one bahx.. insociable person[changing now!!]

6)do u believe in seeing a rainbow after e rain?
well in scientific explanation, only when there's sun can u be able to see one.. LOL.. don care that.. i do believe in that tho..

7)what impossible things u wish to do?
invent a time machine and go back time to correct all my mistakes..

8)your darkest secret?
=x

9)are u happy with ur life right now?
TOTALLY except for the fact that im sec 4 now.. zzzz

10)what if ur crush asked u out?
AGREE IMMEDIATELY !!! LOL

11)describe ur other half.
-no comments-

12)what feelings do u hate the most?
sadness and anger..

13)do u cherish every friendship of yours?
from animals to homo sapiens.. YEA!~

14)what are u lookin forward in the coming weeks?
more discipline to study and growing more in God!

15)the most important thing in ur life.
[i shant write family or friends or God as they are not things] ALL MY S.H.E STUFFS

16)who do u hope to be always there for u?
hmm.. HIM, family and friends!!!

17)Do u find life meaningless?
NO DUHX!!! im living for God how can that be meaningless??*shakes head*XD

18)who do u love the most?
GOD!!, family, friends

19)the craziest thing(s) u ever did in ur life..
i-d-k

20)what's ur greatest wish?
hope that all those who are dear to me can meet God!!![and of course good O level results,everyone happy blah blah blah...><]

21)the sweetest thing u ever did for someone?
give him/her sweet.. LOL

Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it w your own.
Tag 8 people, list 'em down at th end of th post. Notify 'em in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

1)KERYN
2)JASON
3)YAN QIU
4)ZI XIN
5)STACEY
6)PEI QIN
7)MELINDA
8)JOANNE

taking off qn 19 & replacin it with "do u rather have a romantic relationship or a stable one?"

2008-06-02T01:40:00.000-07:00

wahahahahhaa.. ytd when to jurong birdpark!!! actually was supposed to go to downtown east with family but my father suddenly wanted to visit the birdpark to relive his youth memories.. >.<..i don mind either way cox is animals and animals are my thing!! so ya we went[except for my sister].. was only like a few minutes of journey from my house to birdpark lor.. damn near.. was quite irritated at first cox is damn hot with my father naggin beside my ear... den we went to watch the bird's show.. THE PARROT WAS DAMN PRO!! IT CAN SING "KE REN LAI" AND "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" LOR!!![even tho some was quite off pitch...>.<] and further more it can count to ten in both english and chinese!! omg!!.. was quite impressed by it.. after that went and walk around and saw emu, rhea, ostrich.. it belongs to the new exhibition called the dinosaurs descendants.. something like that.. den got a small part of sand pit.. is to make-believe that u are actually digging for dinosaur's fossil.. i was super amused by that and was digging trying to dig the whole fossil out so the kids after me is unable to play..!! wahahahha.. din got a photo of that tho.. ya.. den after that when i was going home... i saw a damn interesting/true/meaningful thing..

know what it is?? it is actually a super duper big cage!!! with a entrance beside and nothing inside.. lol!!.. but the meaningful thing is the little sign on it..
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for those who dono wad is homo sapiens, it is the scientific term of HUMANS.. well this cage has a big entrance beside it to let tourists get in and get photographed with this sign on top... for those who are clever should had understand what this sign means.. i soooo totally agree with this sign man even tho im a homo sapien myself.. it is true don't u agree?? humans are indeed the world's most dangerous creature.. what is happening to Earth is all because of humans activities.. and thats the reason y our Earth is dying.. lol..

this is the biggest and tallest man-made waterfall!!! and is in singapore!! jurong birdpark if u are interested..>.<..
i think this is crowned pigeon.. cant really remember the name.. it is allowed to roam freely at a enclosed place with all the tourist..

i dono wad is this thing.. but it is the first bird i saw when i stepped into the birdpark so ya..

2008-05-13T03:21:00.000-07:00

here to blog....................... im bored.............. kaes.. is finally after mid years.. to say truthfully i seriously did super badly in this.. well i jus wanna continue to study all the way up to Os.. at least i will be more prepare.. firstly the subjects i need to put more work in

1)MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!
2)POA
3)combined chem

these are the few sub.. the others all all quite alright..>.<..hu can tutor me maths i wil appreciate it suuuuuuuuuuuper much. >.<.. i shall upload photos on the next entry..>.<..

2008-05-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

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2008-05-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

y cant she jus trust me? from young wadeva things i do she did not trust me.. even when sometimes i prove her wrong she still cant trust me.. for a very good example is me taking up bio.. she thinks that i cant study it and was soooo super worried for me.. now?? my bio is an A.. a capital A..zzzz... don drag me going to church the reason y my maths is so lousy can.. i believe that god will give me enough time to study lar.. wadeva i have nothing more to say..

2008-05-05T06:31:00.000-07:00

wa seriously speaking, school really can kill.. im dying soon jus studying for my mid-years.. aiya jus intend to flunk everything anyway den continue studying all the way until Os.. there is seriously not enough time to study for mid years.. im dead.. D-E-A-D.. sooooo shag.. T.T.. my maths..... HU CAN HELP ME IN MY G-O-N-E C-A-S-E MATHS??

2008-04-27T08:18:00.001-07:00

went to a tree-top-walk this morning.. organised by taman jurong community centre.. venue is at macritchie blah blah blah.. the walk there was super tiring.. was expecting to see some animals all rare insects blah blah.. instead only saw the remains of the world war II there.. zzzzzz.... saw that the water there was uber clear, which u could even see fishes swimming around... LOL.. anyway, we walk for a total of 11 km to and 11 km back which plus up to 22 KM!!~ lol...

reach the place where we were supposed to walk from tree to tree [with a suspending bridge of course] at first i was like " kay,is not scary.. is not as high as i think it is.. and the floor should be opague too!!~".. thats what i tot at first.. instead.. it is REALLY as high as i think it is.. they said it was not more than 30 storeys [some even say haven reach 30 stories] but seriously.. is so tall i could see heaven le sehh.. lol.. maybe i exaggerate a lil.. but thats really how i felt.. and the floor.. well...~ IT WAS NOT OPAGUE.. not entirely transparent or what.. but there's holes in between them.. i donno how to say.. see the pic later and u will noe.. was really terrifying for me as im afraid of heights.. my legs will go jelly even when im on top of the overhead bridge.. i seriously dono wad possess me to go and try out for this tree top walk.. maybe my love for the nature?? or plain curiousity.. lol..~.. so i was walking across.. SUUUUUUUUPER~~~ TERRIFYING.. i don dare to stop walking.. know y?? COX THE WHOLE BRIDGE IS SHAKING.. walau eh.. some of the elderly still say we should come at a windy day so the bridge will be shaking.. i was like wad the hell??!!??!.. well i walk halfway and suddenly i stepped on a place where there is the sound like the road is gonna give way.. then i was like " OMG IM GONNA DIE HERE.. DAMMIT.. Y AM I DOING HERE.. GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH GIVE ME COURAGE.. I WANNA DIE LIAOX..".. then the end of the whole journey i was like omging.. every step i take i was omging.. that journey was like decades for me but the others say it happen very fast..==..

moreover, the experience was truly great... quite fun lar actually.. only that when i reach the other end my leg has totally become jelly.. i cant even walk straight sia.. lol..~..ya.. so was quite fun anyway.. only that those who are afraid of heights.. BEWARE~~>.<..
well.. this is my grp de "tour guide".. see the flooring!!~

this is the view of the whole forest on the bridge..*shudders*

my father de friend..

me!!~.. my back view looks so terrified rite~ duhx.. i was holding on to the railing for my life.. lol..

this two animals that i saw in this trip..below is the photographed one.. the above one is i take de.. sry for the blurry images..

nice creatures arent they.. i saw a squirrel too.. but it is too fast for me to capture on my camera.. shall end post here..~

2008-04-15T08:53:00.000-07:00

w-e-l-l... im bored so i came and blog.. hey it rhymes!! lol.. anyway.. today is my dear hui yun de birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE!!..today din went to school.. went and make my ic which is like late for soooooo many months.. after going, went over to keryn house with jolene and jiayi to slack.. was only two weeks that i din go over to her house but for jolene, is like TWO years.. lol!.. i played audi for like ONLY two rounds and stopped as my skill today is PATHETICALLY CRAP.. so well keryn let us watch her CME project and was quite nice.. then she and jo started looking at photos which for me is like BOREDOM~~ so i lamed with jiayi by playing with the massager for leg.. was quite amused by it.. lol.. as all these things are not enough to cure our boredom, we went into keryn's room and pretend to be asleep while jiayi take our 'sleeping' photos.. was quite lame but we really enjoyed it.. after that go home.. on the way home was chatting with jason, who was havin night study and still sms me.. feel like i am disturbing him liddat..lol.. den crap crap crap... teach my father how to use the com.. and yea.. that's it.. zzz.. so sian.. *yawn*

for my own opinion, i seriously feel that friendship is a very very VERY important thing as it is the closest thing to a family we have outside. so i really feel that maybe all of u should get together and make things clear.. well.. both of ur friendship is one relationship that no one can qu dai one rite.. so ya.. really feel that both of u should treasure this rare friendship.. well i dono if this entry will offend any of u, feeling that im being kaypo.. but this is really how i feel.. maybe because of this entry i may get shoot but.................... i jus hope maybe, JUST MAYBE, i can get through to both of u.. ^^.. i love both of u still anyway..^^..

2008-03-30T04:30:00.000-07:00

lol.. is like decades since i lost blog.. im just too lazy to do that.. aniwae.. jus to update about my life now.. got a new computer.. studies shag.. POA gone case.. LOVE GOD ALOT STILL!!!.. other then that there's nothing interesting my life..=D.. well.... i jus went to rebecca's birthday chalet on friday..

REBECCA!! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN.!!

me and stacey went with ah yin and ah ma.. and by coincidence, kok min kelly xiao hui min valerie was on the same train.. lol.. well.. went there play.. eat.. the mee goreng was uber nice.. den we talked ghost stories.. was super scary when kelly and rebecca came in the room.. they all open the door and all of us in the room was screaming like mad.. lol!!>.<.. well.. then huili and leanette was acting.. along with zhu zhu and kok min.. was super funny.. well quite fun and i went home earlier cox got choir the next day..>.<..
well.. an abrupt end here.. cox im too lazy to type anymore.. good luck for all those o level students!!

2008-02-27T17:51:00.000-08:00

~~wad a stupid thing to do sehh..-.-~~

k seriously.. sometimes im amazed at what people can do when they are bored..is like....im totally speechless.. let dear me tell u a little story..

well..... there's a girl(which i'll jus say girl A) is sooo freakin bored.. she stomped on my friend's pride.. going around telling lies about her..and when i say stomped on my friend's pride..i REALLY MEANT STOMPED..imagine u got someone going around telling lies about u and the kind of lies are those that can destroy ur whole reputation.. well.. as im the kind that don really cares..as in i care about my friend but i believe in 不要跟他们一般见识 or should i say.. 大人不记小人过.. so i told my friends not to talk bad about girl A..for now.. the one in the wrong is girl A but if we also play at her game, we are also in the wrong too.. so we continue on our life.. with those other friends that appreciate us, noes that we are in the right.. happily happily until one day, i fell sick.. for 3 whole days i wasnt present in school.. then my three other friends came and told me about what girl A was doing in class.. omg!! i was so freakin pissed off.. i was like cant she even give them a few days of peace when im not with them?? aniwae.. here are an announcment..

to those who believe what she had say.. den continue to be the stupid person.. but for those who have doubts, u are welcome to ask any of us.. thank you..

2008-02-10T04:34:00.000-08:00

i can only say that i am hurt..alot..by those whom i think is my friend..im sad..im malign..but who cares..they only think that they are in the right..but who noes??maybe i really is in the wrong?but aniway,i don think i am in the wrong..
aniwae, this few days im going through a dark days.. i got shoot by those ppl that i trust..a deep wound..the bullet totally seep through my skin,flesh..im kena malign by things that aint my fault..~~wanna noe the details?check my the other blog..if u do not have the link then too bad for ya!!..~~ now im totally hurt inside out upside down....but who cares aniwae..
im hurt..im totally hurt..T.T..

2007-12-20T01:16:00.000-08:00

im missing from my house for four days cox of my church camp..i won write the details cox is really very long...however..i mus say that pastor matt fielder is a very good pastor..even though i wanted to fall asleep sometimes but is because im really very tired not that his preachin is boring..^^..aniwae..i should post about a story that pastor matt said..is about how much faith a one should have in God.. and mind u, this is a real story

there was a camp somewhere in singapore but i forgot where le..

a group of non-christian was very unhappy with the christians faith, so they went into the camp and told the pastor"deny ur faith in christ or i will chop off ur arms." However, the pastor was not shaken by this threat. He said "I will not deny my faith in christ"and so, they chop off his arms. He was screaming in agony and all the kids in the camp was terrified too. It was chaos in the camp. The pastor was bleeding profusely and those non-christians ask him again," one more chance. deny ur faith in christ or we will chop off your legs" And again, the pastor replied "I will not deny my faith in christ." So they chop off his legs and killed him. After they kill him, they turn and told the children,"u had seen what we done, so deny ur faith in christ or we will do the same to u" At this point of time, a young man stood up and said "we will not deny our faith in christ." And so, the non-christians killed him and alot more of campers there until at a point of time they got scared and flee away.

thats the end of the story. what do u think? that they are stupid to keep insisting their faith in christ and had to die because of it? or betray God by denying him and got save by it? to tell the truth, whatever we had done here in this world, God will be able to see it. We must have faith in him, and continue on our faith for him in this world. We could not bring anything from this world until we die, so store our treasures in the kingdom of God. As said in matthew 6:19-20["Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal."] Thus, those who were killed were not foolish. They had their trust in God and now they had gone up to meet with Him and get rewarded.

In matthew 13:31-32, [" The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and planted in his field. Though it is the smallest of all your seeds, yet when it grows, it is the largest if garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and perch in its branches"] is just like our faith. even if it started out as small as a mustard seed, it will grow bigger and bigger. Jesus said, if ur faith is as small as a mustard seed, u can tell the mountain to move from a place to another and it will do jus it. Faith is a strong thing...

ok im done..not like anione is gonna read it but anyway, for those who come and read my blog..i jus urge u to think of the meaning behind this post..

2007-12-13T22:23:00.000-08:00

warning..this is a super uber long post..so if ur are not interested kindly press alt+f4

y0y0..here to blog abt my primary school gathering that happen on the 12th..>.<..was quite fun..seriously..even tho at first huiyun,meiting and me was quite pek cek..too many people back out las min..raaaa..from 22 people present minus minus minus become only 16 went..zzzz..well..huiyun and meiting came my house before we went to meet the others at jp..poor huiyun..she seriously miss my house..>.<..hahax..cox im moving..and that day she came my house and was like saying goodbye to the house..and me..as if i was going to die that day..==''

hahax..after that we took photos..and take too long..in the end the three of us was the latest to reach jp..>.<..met elaine,kailoon,weiyan,shanheng,kiankoon,jian sheng,wanteng,zhengyi and thiam yong..wow..thiam yong really change like UBER LOT CAN..none of us could recognise him when he came..>.<..everyone of us was like' WAD??HE IS THIAM YONG' blah blah blah..>.<..

well then we set off to bugis to meet the others.. in the mrt..was quite usual..girls talk, boys kept quiet..i don understand how they pass their time..>.<..catch up on a lot of things too..talk talk talk..then when bugis reach..the whole mrt was super packed sia..like tinned humans instead of tuna..>.<..when all of us get down..we were worrying whether anyone was left on the train..then that stupid weiyan go trick us..he can be even more lame..==..met junyap with his girlfriend..both of them is soooooo sweet sia..^^..

went to bugis junction and met jieming..was stuck at a place that sell female clothing..all the guys was like askin why are we there..the scene is super funny..>.<.. reach seoul garden and mahmah started to collect money for the buffet..she seriously look like a waitress when she collect money..then the staff there keep asking us to move..we like move for around 2-3 tables..then we eat..suddenly weiyan kailoon that table started got commotion..we of course ask wad happen..they say there's smoke coming out from the place where they cook..after they told us..huge pile of smoke burst out..omg..that scene..seriously those people at bugis seoul garden confirm remember us le..next time don go there liaox..>.<..

finished eating..went to take picture..from bugis walk all the way to suntec city to take a photo at the fountain of wealth..finish taking some went home and left me huiyun wanteng elaine mahmah kailoon jieming shanheng weiyan jiansheng junyap thiam yong..actually wanted to go vivo slack..budden when we from suntec walk to city hall was already quite late so instead we went to jurong point to slack..on the way home..elaine junyap and jieming went home.. so left the rest..

talk talk talk..laming with weiyan and huiyun..the scene was uber funny..xiang dao jiu xiang xiao..><..and huiyun is seriously slow..hahax..we played truth or dare..and donno y the bottle love me kailoon and wei yan so much sia..always tio us..then i of course kena sabo with kl..==..played for a very long time..until midnight.. then we went home..talking with them was seriously fun..and...funny..hahax..that day go back home stomach pain from too much laughing..>.<..well that ends my gathering...this gathering was successful too..love 6.1 too much..>.<..

pictures..1ST TIME IN MY BLOG!!

this was taken at my house..after huiyun had a emo talk with my house....>.<

another one..

taken at bugis toilet..was quite a candid shot..see all our funny faces..

blur one..our back view

mahmah emoing in one corner..

6.1'04 girls..love them super much..^^..

back view..this one was a candid one..looks like we pose one rite..>.<..out best mo qi!!

hahax..this one was a candid one..they keep fidgeting then huiyun pek cek jus shot one..>.< a better one..>.<..

6.1'04..not the whole class..but still quite ok lar..

another one..i love this class..>.<..6.1 rocks on!!

my three beloved friends elaine huiyun mahmah

last pic to end the post..the 6.1 girls again..<3>

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